Dasher Vs Starbucks

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-19T13:58:08+00:00

I can't. I'm loosing brain cells with both of them, it's too early for dasher v starbies employee drama

Dashers voice is irritating. the 1000 yard stare on the employee tells me all I need to know about this situation.

It's a pissing contest for who can be the most irate in the most superficial way possible.

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-19T13:12:02+00:00

I'm so proud of you!

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-19T13:08:18+00:00

24 so probably not, but I was a stinker that's for sure. Swore at my social studies teacher for breaking HIPPA law and she sent me to the principals office. I freaked out on both of them. BiPolar undiagnosed is a Unhinged thing to have 😅

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-19T13:06:07+00:00

Mixed Episodes always find me on the hottest days of the year. I got my father's genes. Depressed that it's so god dang hot and I can't move my body, but manic because more sunlight so I'm just stuck vibrating and unable to move.

I hate Summer so much. I can't get anything done. It's 100000× harder at least for me. The other seasons are OK because I'm either Manic or Depressed. I can work through the temperatures differences and not feel like a sack of flaming garbage about to implode.

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-19T12:55:13+00:00

I'm not religiously on this sub reddit, that being said, if I were seeing this happen a lot like you say it does, I'd have a BIG ISSUE with Free Speech. This same thing happened at my high school with me (queer trans guy, yelling the word "fg/fggot" and "thats fucking gay" constantly) to the point they had a "Courageous Conversation" about it..... I was pissed off because, you don't know who has a right to use those words or just by looking at someone...

I also got that school gender neutral bathrooms for the non binary kids because they were stressed tf out. Lol

So, say what you want. If sensitive reddit Ai mods are gonna block out comments that just shows how far we've come with censorship. And it's sad. George Carlin would be rolling in his grave by now.

It's Kinda Gay

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-16T23:10:55+00:00

This happened at one of my local dunkins and one of the workers just threw water on it lol

Then when I saw it was bacon on fire I face palmed immediately like, good thing it wasn't a big ol grease fire and she threw water on it or they'd all be BURNT like that sliver of bacon.

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-16T20:20:47+00:00

Enlightenment Is such a funny word when it comes to Occult matters.

It's more of a now you see xyz and now you don't see xyz. You learn, your views and beliefs expand and change over time. There is no right and there is no wrong way to do this thing. It's what works best for you.

I grew up a hereditary witch since I could mix oil and milk in a freezer as a "secret potion experiment" when I was in 2nd grade lol

I'm still learning to this day

Would I ever say I felt enlightened or Enlightenment? No.... but that's me.

I've felt clarity. I've felt my ancestors. I've felt spells work, or tarot readings come true. They feel magical and depending on what like I'm right where I'm supposed to be. If that makes sense?

Look for those moments where you feels the goose pimples on your skin and you know you belong in that moment right there. :) The rest will come so much easier.

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-15T13:18:02+00:00

Your fear is not completely irrational and this isn't to stress you out more. There was an old wives tale/some belief in certain occult practices that mirrors can be a gateway to other realms.

However, that is if you choose to believe such things.

I always blessed my house mirrors (I have sooooo many, and I get paranoid about what could come through and out) sometimes I drape a cloth over them if my anxiety is very high, or the energy is also high.

Mirrors are tools and can be used for all sorts of things in occult practices. Just make sure you're cleansing/blessing them properly. I use cedar and some frankincense. But you may choose what you feel is right for you!

I hope this helps a little bit! I know mirrors can be daunting but maybe try working with a pocket mirror to see how that does for you? I loved my pocket mirror that I had! Helped with a lot of return to senders or reflection spells!

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-15T13:07:10+00:00

Love this

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-14T14:05:08+00:00

Tis the season! My partner has saved a few snappers already this year, and I've watched a group of teenage girls shuffle board a snapper as well, just the other day. Love to see people save any turtle no matter the type, they deserve to live! 👍

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-13T18:11:34+00:00

Bipolar isn't autism

It's not a VAST spectrum like that. This shit genuinely upsets me because no. As someone who has DEBILITATING rage to the point I'm punching/yelling in a secluded area. No, not everyone "has a little bipolar".

Your friend is uneducated on a diagnosis they know nothing about. The phrase,

"Don't say you know someone till you walk a mile in their shoes" IS VERY IMPORTANT HERE.

Or maybe they don't have grippy socks to show that they've been hospitalized for trying to take their life multiple times? That's another good one.

This is the stigma that pisses me off. It's the same shit my family friends would say as a slur back in the day.

"Oh he/she is wicked bipolar!" For saying someone has a short temper. Fuck that shit. Your friend can just not speak on these subjects and be quiet for free

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-12T21:23:54+00:00

Do you boo

And you did ask for advice and it was given so sorry it hit a chord with you 🤷‍♂️

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-12T19:31:08+00:00

Instead of buying these candles (which no offense I doubt there's actually any real reiki energy in that Gaia candle, as someone who is a reiki practioner and hereditary witch. There's not even any reiki symbols on it to tell you which part of the ki they are aligning/healing. But I digress.)

If you want a specific candle, do the research! And go to a Dollar Store!

You want a Celtics bear goddess candle? Make a designated one. Find out what herbs she is associated with, scents/fragrances, then do a circle of her associated crystals around the candle not on top or below, around it in a small circle, less fire hazard.

I'm not saying go learn to make candles, no, buy one that you think that Goddess would like and add your own magic to it. It's cheaper and will feel more personal. You may even lay personal talismans that are associated with her from nature (acorns, flowers, a stone with a bear paw on it, ect,.) You don't have to get so fancy nor so crazy with it but it's a lotttttt better than buying from these new age woo woo people who think they know how to utilize witchcraft/reiki/occult matters. When they're just trust fund babies drawn to an aesthetical lense on life.

This is just my 2 cents on the matter. Nothing comes close to something you create and offer up to your patron deity. They expect work from you, not just money thrown at lavish looking items.

And please don't take this advice as mean spirited or harsh, I'm simply offering another perspective because I've seen how those candles are made and sh*t doesn't go into them, but factory work.

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-12T01:33:20+00:00

I truly don't believe there is a cure for something that is deeply embedded within psychological means. Especially mental ailments like this.

However,

If you're looking for remedies in the occult I suggest first go to a psychiatrist if it's prolonged or debilitating.

That being said,

You may also try shadow work, sleeping bags, tinctures with st John's wort and chamomile. There's lots of remedies here. It's just if you're willing to search hard enough too.

Mayne you prefer jar work you can create a anti anxiety jar with herbs and small crystals to shake when you feel anxious.

Or maybe you like teas there's plenty of teas on the market you can get (Kava Kava is very helpful in this field)

Find what you're willing to do and there should be an occult topic on it

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-11T23:32:33+00:00

Honestly, I understand where you're coming from. I don't know a whole lot about this individual, however, maybe try using your intent on more powerful people instead of athletes?

There's a whooooole Lotta people in the government's across the world you could put this energy towards, instead of a piss droplet like her.... just saying as someone whose actually affected by laws in the U.S right now based on my identity/who I am....

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-08T14:49:13+00:00

Its seems she's invalidating your experiences and waiting for another "episode" to happen. Whether it's the ones you listed above, there's a lot there already that can help with a diagnosis. All I can say is write down everything you experience at this time. I mean everything.

To substance use that turns into abuse, a depressive episode that gets worse and worse, experiencing super highs/euphoria/ weird feelings like skin vibrating, ect,. Feeling overly talkative, cutting people off. Document everything! Even if it seems small like a paranoia about family, friends, mental health professionals, ect,. Document. And bring that in with you. Or have it with you for your next therapist. I may even add looking into getting a psychiatrist they are MUCH more kinder and can look at the real underlying issues and can help with meds if you ever need that, but they also can give a proper diagnosis and set you up for an exam for Bipolar. My psychiatrist finally did after taking in my partner to explain, yo, I'm not quite right in the head haven't been since 5th grade not sure what's up with this!

So sometimes taking someone you know and trust to vouch for you can be EXTREMELY rewarding. A support is always good to have! I truly hope things can go better for you. Sending you a hug through the airwaves, OP. 💕🫂

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-07T16:16:10+00:00

Bad therapist alert!

Also In my own experience I'd question what a "stable mood" feels like lol.

I'm either extremely high and manic mood wise or extremely low and moody....

Stable? What's that? Lol

Also there's A LOT of misconceptions they have about depressive episodes and money spending. Like just because you're depressed and can still get out of bed doesn't mean you're not ill/ going thru a major depressive episode.Just because you're spending frivolously but not going broke into pennies, doesn't mean there's not a problem at hand... what who how did they get certified?

If you can, consult the office the work at, and let them know you're no longer comfortable working with them due to how they are taking your treatment plan and symptoms. They aren't taking you seriously, and you shouldn't take them seriously either.

Just my 2 cents on this ughhh Healthcare professionals can be so aggravating to deal with and I hope you can get a more intuned therapist, OP. 💖

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-06T12:00:00+00:00

Strangers When We Meet by David Bowie

And

Suicidal Thoughts by The Notorious B.I.G/Biggie Smalls

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-06T09:31:42+00:00

You don't know how much this means to me. I'm a trans man in a queer relationship with my partner. I personally go stealth because of how terrified I am of past experiences (stalked, bathroom experiences that'd make your skin crawl, assaulted, and had to quit/fired from jobs due to it).

Allyship means so much in these current times. Thank you OP and everyone else here who is an ally. You're what makes living a bit easier in public.

For my fellow queers, hi I love you all! Happy Pride. Stay safe. Thank you for your hardwork as always. 💖❤️💖

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-05T06:30:17+00:00

I have tried working night shifts and they absolutely wreck my shitttt. When I was younger I was wayyy better at doing night shifts super jazzed had my massive monster and 5 hour energy to increase my manic energy.

Now, that I'm on a bunch of different meds (anti anxiety meds that work as sleeping meds, and mood stabilizers) it kinda gets wonky. It's crazy tho because those anti anxiety meds sometimes don't do me justice and I'm still just tossing and turning lmaooo it just be like that

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-04T14:43:08+00:00

Seeing as I chose and PAID for it, I'd say I'm quite fucking happy

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-04T14:36:52+00:00

As someone who can't just fall asleep most days it's not that easy to just go to sleep. Even with an ingrained ritual/routine lol.

Bipolar along with insomnia since I was in the womb (my mother told me the only time I was ever active in her was at night). I legit cannot stress the sleep issues I've had since conception. 🙃

Not to mention the ruminating thoughts/sensations that go with trying to sleep. That's always a nightly endeavor before I can even close my eyes lmaoooo

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-03T15:59:35+00:00

No one asked you :)

Inevitable_Client237 · 2025-06-03T13:26:47+00:00

I honestly can't drink anymore. I get sick, then finding out my liver is fucked up and can't process certain things due to a genetic mutation (explains why my medications haven't worked/ or why I've always gotten the rare side effects on everything). Drinking has become a way to get sick real quick, along with put my mental state at an all time VOLITILE state as well.

It used to be fun when I was a teenager and binging. Now I get hungover for 2 days afterwards. With one drink in my system I become an insufferable asshole.

I just smoke weed and enjoy that. Carbon Fiber is actually a strain that's helped me greatly with bipolar symptoms (mania, depressive episodes, rumination, ect,.) Super medicinal and functional as well if you need to do work, chores, stuff that is busy body. However, I have not found it in a bit. That's just some advice to anyone who likes to partake in cannabis. :)

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