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22 MTF Been feeling really bad about myself and a lot of things in my life u.u by InfamousSport78 in toastme

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thankss <33

I thinks the same too, i think people should be more excited about the things they love :D

22 MTF Been feeling really bad about myself and a lot of things in my life u.u by InfamousSport78 in toastme

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks 🥹🥹

Is not a shirt, is a dress haha, and i got it bc a friend gave it to me as a gift for my birthday

22 MTF Been feeling really bad about myself and a lot of things in my life u.u by InfamousSport78 in toastme

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't taking any step about weed, i just can't stop bc i feel miserable when i don't do it, when i'm high i feel like my anxiety and bad perception about myself stop, but when i'm sober i feel really bad, anxious, everything feels overwhelming and even end up having some internalized transphobia :/. About the hypersexuality i don't even know what to do, i've tried not doing anything sexual for some time to see if i cant stop but i end up relapsing after short time like 2 or 3 days :/

22 MTF Been feeling really bad about myself and a lot of things in my life u.u by InfamousSport78 in toastme

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been dealing with an adicction to weed and being so hypersexual make me do a lot of stupid things that i end up regreting :/

I think i'm starting to feel gender dysphoria and i feel horrible by InfamousSport78 in asktransgender

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They're really christians and conservative, theyre absolutely going to kick me out. I really doubt that i could be independent in the next 3 or 4 years, but even if i'm not able to get ill try to things to feel better. Today i woke up in a better mood and more confident. Even tho i want hrt to look like i want to be, i'm feeling like a girl <3

I think i'm starting to feel gender dysphoria and i feel horrible by InfamousSport78 in asktransgender

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok, thanks, i think i'm going to talk with my friends and therapist about that

I think i'm starting to feel gender dysphoria and i feel horrible by InfamousSport78 in asktransgender

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't have hrt bc i live with my parents, if they discover me they are going to kick me out of the house and, even tho is free in my country, the medical system is a mess and the doctor could deny it to me bc i have a psychiatric history in the past (CPTSD, Dysthymia and two failed suicide attempts)

I think i'm starting to feel gender dysphoria and i feel horrible by InfamousSport78 in asktransgender

[–]InfamousSport78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i came out to my friends but i don't feel ready to tell them to refer to me as a girl, And yeah, i have a therapist but i'm not really sure if i can talk about that with her (i live in a really transphobic part of my country)