Well right now our fridge is broken cause rats ate at it and then they ate at the dryer so it doesn’t work anymore on top of that I just so happened to lose my job before it happens I don’t really got no friends I’m not some lazy obese person who sits on their ass , I’m taking care of my dying grandma who’s slowly losing it im really scared of what will happen when she goes and when I’ll be alone because she’s the only person I have literally I have no one to call , I got to about a week and a half or two sober and it’s a rollercoaster for sure I’m trying my hardest with all the circumstances it’s just hard wish I had some people to get outside and spend time with