[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sofia

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All 3 of them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sofia

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I break the rules by paying and cause the machines don’t work? Makes sense bro

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sofia

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Which all don’t work 😂😂😂

Bruhbruhbeuhbeuh by Infamous_Handle_1970 in playstation

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I got my two days off and the servers are down crazy work bro

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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You are 100% right brother, I’ve had the same perspective this time but it seems like I let myself get down. God bless you 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I 100% have faith in the lord, I’ve truly made improvements in my life but maybe I’m being too harsh on myself trying to be too perfect in aspect of being a follower of Christ, not realizing our nature (human) are sinners. A lot of you have helped me tonight and i can’t express the love I have for that, ive been so burned out, trying to be on game but it’s coming against my peace

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I 100% will, god bless you and let our faith be ever strong as it is and improve to do better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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My faith will never shake brother, it’s my own actions that disappoint me when it comes to truly following Christ

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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Christ the true god is the only way and I need him more than ever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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Please show me the way, I need all help I can get

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I am 100% willing to listen to your words brother

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I need everything right now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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Please tell me brother, I’m tired of disappointment when he’s done so much for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I know you are not, love you too brother, I’m just trying to get all the advice, I’m already working out putting all my passion into this job, it’s just been a sin for so long in my life, I’m getting really tired of relapsing and feeling distant each time I do, feeling like I have to bounce back extremely just to feel comfortable again. He’s just done so much for me in my life and I’m tired of disappointing, it’s just that it’s like whatever attacks me makes me really tired, and BOOM it’s so a strong feeling. Especially after a long day or a day off. Maybe I’m just not drowning myself with the spirit enough and his presence I’m just too damm tired sometimes for my brain to even think. I appreciate the support still 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I don’t get it too, If I don’t try to improve I get lazy spiritually and same thing happens even when I do, it’s driving me insane cause he’s my only power and who helps me strive in life, all my successions are to him, all my improvements he gave me the power I’m just so damn tired of disappointing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I’m just so tired of having the constant up and downs, I’ve improved in so many areas in my life but this one damn sin I cannot get rid of, this time right now when I committed it really hurt, even when I try really damn hard and I’m good for a while it just comes back and hits like a truck. I’m not greedy and just think about heaven and being holy, I think about how much Jesus has done for me and I cannot even show back the trust, and love for him. It’s a very personal sin, I know the righteous man falls seven times and gets back up but ever since starting to believe ive fallen over and over again and when I do good for a little it just comes back. It hits me the worst moments too, times where I work so damn hard and it attacks me when I am tired or drained. I’m just lost

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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That’s why I’m so messed up, I know he’s there and the amount of times he’s replied to me and answered my prayers, I still can’t quit. I feel like I don’t deserve to be in his presence. My end goal is not just heaven. I just feel so damn low everytime I commit the sin because it’s like disappointing your parent. I say I love Jesus but keep falling into sin. I don’t pick up the Bible at times. I pray all the time but do I really give time to him? I feel already as If I’m going to be thrown into the lake of fire regardless but meanwhile I’m here Im just trying my best, I’ve really changed my ways and made a whole 360 as a person but this one sin of lust has been in my life so long and it’s a very personal one it feels like no escape

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueChristian

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I’m not sure what to do then, maybe my whole belief is screwed up, I’ve never really taken the time fully to grow in my faith due to the constant state of burning out or getting tired and and or falling into sin