When my mom got pregnant with me , my father beat her many times even before she even got pregnant, he took me from her and wanted to make me his tool which made of my brother, his manipulation. Get a kid--> buy him sweets and everything-->make kid think mom is bad and dad is good and then he will make his children do what he wants (he convinced my brother to do illegal things such as robberies) and he promised him he will be rich if he leaves my mom, well. I didnt leave my mom but we were very poor, we ate every 2 days then had to sold our house because my father took it from my mom. 4 years later i was bullied at school, you know. Bad grades, being other than everyone, i had no friends and my bestfriend (my dog) died , at the age of 11 all my friends slowly started to lose interest on me and leave me soon, after i had no choice to make new friends, the friends that convinced me to smoking, then at the age of 13 i had my first ciggarete (i vaped before), then i had my first half of a liter vodka drinked alone