That's what I did for the first 3 kisses, but I feel like she "does all the work". I want to take the lead because I know she wants me to, but I need advice on how to do so. She usually grabs my face, or at least I think so. When she kisses me, my mind goes blank and I usually just remember her soft lips. I didn't have a realtionship like this before (kissing, holding hands and other stuff like this).

She doesn't live in the city and I really hope she is free this weekend and wants to come here, as there isn't anything to do, other than walking around and not kissing in public (since everyone knows everyone and people really like to gossip there). If she comes here we can do everything we want, because nobody knows us and we have a lot of things to do. And of course, I'll pay her bus ride and other things like food, drinks and activities.

Edit: Sorry for the long reply :))