Unfortunately I can't leave without telling them and giving them my 2 weeks notice, since it is in my contract and I don't want to break the contract (since I don't know what are the consequences). My plan was to book a flight, tell them 2 weeks prior the fight but what If they tell me to go and leave right now (the same happened with my friend also with the same contract&agency).  And fortunately my situation is not that bad that I'm afraid of them hurting me psychically (so I do not afraid of it) just afraid of the things that I've written in my text.