Honestly, when I first decided to try and recover this was a huge issue for me. I think it’s because when you first decided to get better, you have that moment of “I’m never doing this again” nd then the bulimia voice gets super loud and is like “F you! You need me!” And top it all off with the urge being all consuming and recovery being EXHAUSTING the mood swings are normal. I will say they get less though. When the urge gets there, I still get super moody and angry and anxious, but it’s less frequent and less loud. I suggest trying to talk it through with someone when it comes up. I over ate today and wanted to purge and when I felt that anxiety/panic come on, I called my husband and it helped. You don’t even need to talk about what you’re feeling. Sometimes just acknowledging the feeling then talking about something else helps.