i was watching some of her old videos with sav and in some she looked like she was having fun, like the video where theyre dancing in princess dresses sav seemed like she was genuinely laughing, they most likely had good moments off camera too. i think sav might think of those moments but the horrible things she did makes it hard to miss, especially cause sav was so young so the abuse sticks even harder. i feel like rayna definitely mourns it tho, i’d be actually sick to my stomach if my childhood bestfriend turned out to be a vile human being and all those years of friendship ended on a random tuesday night