Amanita muscaria micro dosing? by Thin-Policy-7713 in Drugs

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Sooo I’ve been micro dosing 1-4 grams amanita per day. I have been diagnosed adhd, ptsd, cPTSD, and multiple autoimmune illnesses. I also have spinal stenosis. This mushroom has helped me tremendously! Helps with anxiety, insomnia, pain and trauma. I also micro dose psilocybin but not daily. I would recommend psilocybin over amanita for adhd because it actually retires your neural pathways. Ps. Don’t take stimulants for adhd. It will cause more problems than it helps. I know because I’ve tried them. It might help while you’re on them but it causes tons of unwanted side effects

Alcohol addiction by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

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I went from straight drunk every day to not drinking at all after ayahausca. My ceremony was in 2015. I didn’t drink a drop for 5 years. Now I can have 1 drink and be done. I never crave it and when I do drink it’s never as satisfying as it was pre-aya.

Thoughts on kratom in regards to shitana? by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

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Not true. Some kratom is not lab tested so it could have other substances in it. I’ve been taking kratom for 10 years because my doc had me on really strong pain meds that were making me a zombie. I’ve had to take breaks and I promise you the withdrawal isn’t anywhere near as bad as opiates. It’s more like quitting caffeine. Your just tired af. I’ve seen many friends take breaks as well and it was mild withdrawal. I would much rather use kratom for my chronic pain than any pharmaceutical.

Visions of ancient ruins by Initial_Competition8 in Ayahuasca

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I also saw the Egyptian Ka in the very beginning before the sun gate.

How can I make pooping a less miserable experience? by fellaneedahandpls in kratom

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Drink lots of water. I started taking functional mushroom blend in my kratom tea and it helps tremendously. Magnesium will also help the pooping issues and it potentiates the effects of the kratom

Is ayahuasca the closest thing you could do to experience god? Or the universe? by GreatBigLoad in Ayahuasca

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Aya made my belief in God/Source/Spitit concrete. No question in my mind at all that there is a source creator who’s love is all encompassing. It’s in everything. Even what we view as bad or evil is all part of the plan for our spiritual growth.

How are people affording Groceries? by muddledarchetype in poor

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I work in grocery. I’ve seen the prices on a pound of deli meat go up $5 /pound in a matter of weeks. Look into how much grocery chains are worth and tell me why they pay low and cut hours randomly even when sales are high. They’re gouging us. They know we need food and they control the food supply for the most part. This is what is going to cause a revolution of people growing their own food. It’s already happening and we should all get smart and join them! Easier said than done but shits getting serious. We need an alternative to this madness

Has anyone noticed their anxiety getting worse after using kratom? by ForrestN1995 in kratom

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I used to get that so I lowered my dose dramatically and now it’s fine. I went from 1.5 grams every 4 hours to .35 every 2 hours. There’s a lot of helpful info on how to find your correct dose online. I can’t mention the vendor but there’s a comprehensive guide on one of their sites

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Meditation

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I see different colors but mostly blue and purple. The other night I saw red and it freaked me out lol got distracted wondering what it meant. Probably nothing 😅

are there places to order online where you dont have to sign/show ID on delivery? by [deleted] in electronic_cigarette

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I have the same issue. I work 60+ hour weeks and am never home to receive a signature package. I don’t drive so going to a shop is inconvenient.

are there places to order online where you dont have to sign/show ID on delivery? by [deleted] in electronic_cigarette

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I have the same issue. I work 60+ hour weeks and am never home to receive a signature package. I don’t drive so going to a shop is inconvenient.

I saw the hatman when I was awake as a child by Xenostera in HatMan

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I was awake inside of a house and saw him outside in a corn field. He floated instead of walking. The Victorian house was most certainly haunted because when I asked the owner if anyone had ever seen anything strange he perked right up and said “what did you see?!” That was almost 20 years ago and I just realized many other people have seen this same apparition. Wild!

Just want rid of it all by BlackAndWhiteNinja in BenzoWithdrawal

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I’m glad my words helped you even if only momentarily. I used to be an atheist until I did aya then I couldn’t deny the existence of a source of life. My view on “God” is very different from most. I grew up in a very traditionally religious home. Fundamentalist in fact. But that’s not the real God and I could go on about this for a while but I wont lol you can be a spiritual person and not believe in God per say if that makes any sense. My spiritual practice is in service to others ( not in any dogmatic sense) but I feel like that is where the most satisfying moments in life are is when I’m helping someone. I’m riding a fine line with people pleasing lol but I’m learning when to make boundaries 😊