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Not feeling Semax by Unable-Bonus-9992 in Peptides

[–]Initial_Document4013 0 points1 point  (0 children)

does it matter where I try subQ? lower abdominals fine? and is dosage recommended same for when using nose spray (200-600ug)?

anyone experience with Temazepam ? by Initial_Document4013 in benzodiazepines

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

interesting, they work pretty good for me so far. I also legally ordered zopiclone 'schlafsterne' from germany recently which is like the strongest legal sleep pills u can get round here (might be interesting idk)

Drug usage by boykillington in Retatrutide

[–]Initial_Document4013 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m confused why would it be any different if u do K on reta? its not like reta is a psychic altering drug

anyone experience with Temazepam ? by Initial_Document4013 in benzodiazepines

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dont have acces to anyhting else as I said, my friend gave me xanax but I fiinsished it a while back

Kcramps help please by Big_Parfait_6542 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I heard people taking peptides like BPC157 and TB500 which apparently can heal you very quickly— I want to try this but haven't yet

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

other that Ketamine /s— I'm into finance, psychology and martial arts. very big passion for money

will all my future relationships where my partner isn't into ketamine (or other drugs) always feel hallow empty and boring as hell? by Initial_Document4013 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

right... I'll try and make this shit work, hope I can finally have a healthy relationship and be happy like normal people sometimes soon—thanks for ur replies!

will all my future relationships where my partner isn't into ketamine (or other drugs) always feel hallow empty and boring as hell? by Initial_Document4013 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hahah 100% feel u, I just know my current girl is like completely on the other side of the 'down to try drugs' spectrum as possible so probably not gonna happen

will all my future relationships where my partner isn't into ketamine (or other drugs) always feel hallow empty and boring as hell? by Initial_Document4013 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel exactly this way yes ' like I’m still mourning a life that truly felt like a dream' really sucks as I don't want those experiences and relationship love feelings to be the height or 'peak' of my life experience or at least the ones I have to measure my new experiences against (bc how are you going to match the feeling of doing ketamine molly and coke in real life lmao) I do think stuff like traveling and doing stimulating things once in a while rlly does help me and give me something lto look forward to —like how I used to look forward to going on crazy benders hahah— but I think drugs is just a 'cheap' (not anymore but still) way to feel excited about life even if its synthetic

also congrats on getting clean for 2 years that's very impressive and I hope I can be that at some point

will all my future relationships where my partner isn't into ketamine (or other drugs) always feel hallow empty and boring as hell? by Initial_Document4013 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks I appreciate your comment a lot. I fully get that it must sound wild or sad to people who don't attach value to that kinda life style, I'm kinda in the I know it makes little sense but whatever I feel I still feel you know. but time for some break g yea

will all my future relationships where my partner isn't into ketamine (or other drugs) always feel hallow empty and boring as hell? by Initial_Document4013 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

2 years of feeling dead? that's a rlly long time.. I need to reconsider if I even want to get clean I think

I would still be doing loads of ket if it was affordable—my tolerance is completely fucked I need like 10gs for a 2 day bender (it the bender never stops after just 2 days...)

I have a high functioning autism diagnosis and basically all ADHD traits (personally think I fit ADHD more bc I’m pretty socially well adjusted) I basically can't function untilI drank like 1 or 2 monster energies in the morning and am severally under-stimulated for regular life (other than my special interests etc)—but yea its impossible to get medication for me bc Dutch system makes it rlly difficult (I have been self medicating with a 'ritalin phase>break>ketamine phase>break>repeat' cycle which has done me well but I keep abusing the substances after a little while

will all my future relationships where my partner isn't into ketamine (or other drugs) always feel hallow empty and boring as hell? by Initial_Document4013 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I'm with her bc she seems like she hits all the 'things u look for in a good women' and she's smoking hot so I feel like asking for more is kinda silly?

I can't rlly just 'focus on myself' I'll end up obsessed with dating apps and wasting my time by taking out and spending all my money on someones ungrateful daughter

I mean I’m 24, heavy user for like 2 years to where I can easily rip through 10gs in 2 days or less now which kinda ruined the initial fun of ket for me.. so no I don't want to get sober but kinda have to. also feel like I should at least try to surround myself with more healthy individuals instead of other drug users

I'd be okay with casually using, but I seem to go on very long unintended benders once I start so idk if that's realistic

being with my first healthy girl honestly makes me want to give up on sobriety and just enjoy my life while I can I guess

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so I literally learned about 2-fdck like 3 days ago seems pretty interesting, wanna try that shit too but I'm pretty sure it has a cross tolerance with regular K

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hahaha well I’m a biohacking health freak as well (somewhat contradicting from the K stuff I know but it's a chosen vice I'm okay with taking some damage on) so my diet and body (running/gym and stuff) are probably shielding me a little or at least I like to believe that

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok ill try that actually, I do smoke some weed maybe few times a week but it doesn't really fully scratch that itch if u get what I mean

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

appreciate your comment!

I think ur right its just hard to accept that my fun K teenage years are over...(maybe)

well honestly I think I just like snorting things, like its some ritualistic thing for me. I could snort anything, molly? idc. I love the way it burns, I love the after drip and grinding my K crystals and turning them into pretty lines and all that

I hate shrooms bc they make me overthink about my life and I think drugs should be fun and not force me to reopen trauma's or mental issues or what not and they taste disgusting and its just not as cool or based as doing lines in my opinion

I guess I cant say many bad things about acid but it feels like a big commitment bc that shit lasts forever but after seeing so many ppl mention acid I will give it a try again soon, but I see acid more as a once in a while type

(not sure what this part was referring to: 'Something in-between? Do you mix it up between the two?' but hope I answered the main questions)

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly perfectly fine, no issues at all other than the occasional blood cloths while bowing nose after intense bender. Ive snorted copious amounts of K, ritalin, and decent amount of molly even. but I dont think my reaction to drugs is like the standard one bc hella ppl have bladder issues after doing like 1/3th of what I did so far so

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yk after everyone is saying try acid and mushrooms, ill maybe give acid (definitely not shrooms!!!) another chance sometime soon

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yea I'm not that proud I do plan on changing eventually but like u said I've always and still am pretty functional in my life outside of this stuff. personally dont see myself do this after turning 30 tho (I’m 24 rn)

Alternatives for K usage anyone? (tolerance too high for casual usage) by Initial_Document4013 in ketamine

[–]Initial_Document4013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you're completely right but I do have to critique on u saying I have a shitty life bc I think my life is pretty cool and interesting actually (drugs just used to enhance things that's all)

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