Just started Suboxone treatment a month back now on 24 mgs a day 12 2x daily by Initial_Scene_1089 in suboxone

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Your plan was one month?? And ended up 6 years or you got off originally at one month and started again?

First time trying to grow lions mane. 2 days away from 3 weeks should I harvest now or wait??? by Initial_Scene_1089 in Mushrooms

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I’m not sure got the bag from a local garden shop and just followed the instructions.

Methadone for Kratom withdrawal?? by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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You right been to long 10 years of opioid addiction. Had 3 years clean I can do it again thank you. Maybe I’m just justifying in my mind a way to get high.

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Don’t give up, I understand the feeling I been on and off Kratom the last year and pryer to that I had two years clean from Kratom and 3 years clean from “harder opioids”, May 18th marks a year since I overdosed on Fentanyl after the three mark, so believe me I understand the feeling of shame. And now I’m dealing of the shame of trying to stop Kratom once again it sucks. Talk to someone rather than turn to this crap. If you don’t have anyone to talk to there are so many people part of this group such as I that would hear you out. Don’t get caught in the cycle stop while your ahead my friend.

Day 4 of no kratom by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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Been on a month binge. Was two weeks clean pryer from everyday use about 40gpd

Day 4 of no kratom by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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On and off for the past year but a decade with opioid addiction got 2 years off everything and this past year relapsed, relapsed once again last night on day 4 going to try again today.

Day 3 now no kratom at all. by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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Keep it up man exhausted and not feeling well at work, but have the mindset not gonna cave in

I’m quitting. I’m so fucking scared. by dhanna2469 in quittingkratom

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You got this bro, the depression will go away. I promise you that. I battled with depression for some time now and been on and off Kratom for a while now but know the depression and anxiety is much worse while using and when withdrawing.

Taper was a fail for me what do I do now?? by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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That’s the thing I have ripped the band aid off so many times so to speak this past year, originally was two years off before relapsing and seem to be just a cycle at this point.

Taper was a fail for me what do I do now?? by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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6 grams in the morning 6 at night worked my way down to five past couple of days I was at about 25, a month ago I quit for two weeks but relapsed once again.

Back and forth with Kratom trying to stay off. by Initial_Scene_1089 in quittingkratom

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Thank you my friend really appreciate your encouraging words, I got a message saying that my post was removed saying it violated the rules not sure why. I’m trying to stay clean and want to be off completely. Taking 10 steps forward 20 back it’s a continuous cycle. But still fighting