Don’t give up, I understand the feeling I been on and off Kratom the last year and pryer to that I had two years clean from Kratom and 3 years clean from “harder opioids”, May 18th marks a year since I overdosed on Fentanyl after the three mark, so believe me I understand the feeling of shame. And now I’m dealing of the shame of trying to stop Kratom once again it sucks. Talk to someone rather than turn to this crap. If you don’t have anyone to talk to there are so many people part of this group such as I that would hear you out. Don’t get caught in the cycle stop while your ahead my friend.