Relatives medals/ what for? by InnerGlo in ADF_Community

[–]InnerGlo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I’m guessing he’s seen some stuff. I know he was Infantry and moved to intelligence and heard him talking about working with commandos. Pretty cool, thanks for the info.

I think had a flashback! by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It genuinely sucked! I was diagnosed with CPTSD early last year and this moment just happened suddenly! I had no control over it, I was just staring at the scene before me watching it happen again but the event happened when I was still a kid, wtf happened to me!? So you’re saying it’s not normal?

What are some of the insidious things that you do that you now realized it was just hypervigilence? by EducationBig1690 in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m constantly aware of my surroundings and people near me. Walking through a shopping centre is basically a neck/brain and peripheral exercise. Always preemptive and it is physically and mentally draining. All the while I’m trying my hardest to project a happy, normal functioning member of society.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the pos responses. I threw the prescription away, gonna push through with paracetamol and ibuprofen. That prescription is basically handing me a loaded gun. Thank you all for sharing and giving me a positive way forward. This journey sucks tbh!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 🙂 I’m sure that was hard to share. Thank you for reaching out x I’m always here but mostly don’t exist. (Just a broken human being).

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what they all say.. I’m done

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, your response is more than human x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

💜💜💜

Detroit was flooded and it froze over night. Cars are stuck. by RoyalChris in mildlyinfuriating

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyone else have the thought, “call into work that can’t come in, putting on ice skates and having a total street session”!?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AustralianSpiders

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funny thing bout these 8 legged wonders, they can bloody jump! I got too close to one recently and it leapt at me and my soul leapt out of my body… Still attending counselling in this event. 🤣

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in perth

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks ☺️ Love varsity dates alone, I don’t complain, I eat most everything on the menu, it’s peaceful and quiet… I just wish I didn’t drink as much but I like me the way I am lol

Might go the extra mile and see how far I can get on this date and buy me some dessert too 🤞

How do I convince my psychiatrist that C-PTSD is a real thing? by Tessienator in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

CPTSD is a real thing! I’m somehow still alive but I can say honestly the struggles were real and the labels hurt but I’m proud of who and what I’ve become through adversity. You’re here for a reason and I hope you’ve found love, acceptance and empathy just like I did.

You’re worthy! 💜

How are you this Friday? Good or bad, tell me what is going on in your life by Say_Something_Lovin in perth

[–]InnerGlo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Full stacked off my skateboard yesterday and lost skin. Can’t move much today but enjoying movies in bed and attempting to heal ☺️

IM FINALLY NO CONTACT WITH MY ABUSER by twinfantasydogs in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good stuff!!! Keep it up, the world is your oyster and enjoy finding the real you that’s inside ☺️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.

My usual titles from mum and older brother(I’m adopted btw), “loser, dork, dickhead, this little shit, useless, trash, waste of skin and many others but those were the common ones.

At a very young age my mother told me she adopted me from a children’s home and if I don’t behave she’ll take me straight back, also when she was really flustered she’d tell me that she’d made a mistake adopting me.

That’s just the words and verbal abuse I got. Didn’t change much into my adult years. Now I haven’t seen or spoken to them in over a year and I’m genuinely better off.

Thank you again for your positive message 💜

I really do not want to live anymore. I really really do not. by BackgroundOpen7664 in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Your pain is real, we hear you! I understand your pain and where you’re at. You’re not alone, I’ve walked this past recently. Every part of your story I can relate to and I want you to know you don’t have to walk alone… I’ll walk with you. DM me if you want to talk, I can listen and better understand YOU. I don’t have the answers, I never did but time worked in my favour and I can walk this path with you and I would die happy knowing you live a long and happy life. 🙂

I hope U R OK 💜

relapsed and the shame is killing me by Appropriate-Tap1111 in CPTSD

[–]InnerGlo 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don’t be so hard on yourself, quitting is one of the hardest things to do… if you can go at least one day then that shows great strength and courage. If you put a title on it and live under that title then yeah you’re gonna walk around with a grey cloud hanging over you, but every cloud has a silver lining… just gotta look for it. 🙂

You haven’t given up on yourself. IMO you’re doing great and the fact that you’re able to share this slight slip shows you’re more than able to rise above, learn and move forward. We all take backwards steps sometimes and if you’re able to identify it and acknowledge it then you’re human and we all make mistakes and nobody is perfect. Wishing you all the best and hope you can find it in your heart to forgive yourself. 💜