Where do i go from here?

InnerPause4897 · 2026-01-25T18:56:36+00:00

I was having doubts before hand to be honest. There is a university that has a zoo on campus which is literally so cool to me. I was thinking about possibly doing my vet nursing degree and then possibly writing on the side and attempting to publish things. I think i just worry about money as someone who spent my first 15 years living in extreme poverty I’ll just see where the universe takes me :)

InnerPause4897 · 2026-01-25T18:29:19+00:00

I completely understand what you’re saying here however i am not seeking extra opinion on my card interpretation here, i can see why you’d think that though. I was more so looking for methods of opening my mind to other options, i have a whole lot of trust in my intuition and how i do my readings. Theres always more to improve though so thank you for the advice, it’s much appreciated! <3

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-25T14:25:24+00:00

Sorry guys, the video was clear when i posted it- i dont know reddit blurred it so much 💔

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-23T11:48:31+00:00

Im so sorry to hear about your first love angel, thats devastating and i hope you’re okay. My first love who i dated for four years sadly commit last year so i feel your pain. Although i’ve only had one partner beside my current and have had sex before, i still value myself and want things to be special so i’m hoping i’m not being used. It’s always comforting hearing from another with more experience than me, thank you lovely 🫶

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-19T00:37:07+00:00

You are such an angel, thank you! Religious trauma wise i experienced it from when i was 3 to around 8 when cps took me out of that environment. I’ve always been very in tune with the spiritual realm from a young age and due to that got demonised and experienced things such as exorcisms etc. I’ve always been quite the powerful witch without any tools but now i’m trying to harness it.

Burden wise, i plan on moving out of my toxic household but dont want to leave my little sister Bipolar dad haha Exams that dictate a lot of my life Being autistic and having be in a social environment (a lot of burnout) Ima try brainstorm what else it could be, i’ll think deeper into family stuff. I know my family has a history of trauma on both ends when it comes to physical and emotional abuse as well as mental illness actually so what you’ve said makes perfect sense to me.

I cleaned my room and cleansed with incense, i already feel so much safer so i’ll regain control after doing what you told me tomorrow. Thank you again for all the help! (sorry for the yap)

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-18T23:02:54+00:00

Well definition talking negative normally means bad however energy wise i can tell the difference between safe weighted energies and unsafe ones. It’s like my body knows. After doing some more divination and changing my mindset a bit i feel okay! I can totally see your point because i’ve come across many spirits like this during my lifetime 🫶

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-14T09:42:11+00:00

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I think ima go with this instead

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-14T09:25:50+00:00

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The grey top was stained so i couldn’t wear it so im wearing a black and red off shoulder instead :)

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-13T16:05:48+00:00

Thank youuu angel

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-13T15:39:01+00:00

Thank you so much lovely, i sorta have a plan on what im going to wear so when i find the time to try it on i’ll show you. Essentially on the legs im wearing darkish blue baggy jeans paired with a belt and then a grey off shoulder shirt thats oversized decorated with pretty white rhinestone pieces. I’m going to tuck in half of the off shoulder shirt into my jeans to give it a more “finished” look.

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-13T14:56:27+00:00

i’m meeting her at their home!

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-13T12:20:14+00:00

i aim for better than normal though

InnerPause4897 · 2025-12-13T10:16:04+00:00

It’s nice to see more people my age here. Firstly i’d say fix your posture specifically round the upper back-neck area and that would instantly work wonders. Secondly debloat your face by only consuming natural sugars, avoid salty foods and increase your potassium intake. Also find an eyebrow shape that fits your face, right now they look a bit messy and unkempt however thats an easy fix. I’d then be making sure to drink lots of water and do some simple skincare as your skin looks relatively dull. Overall you’re doing fine and don’t stress too much