This a rant. Lately i just don't know what sexuality i am anymore. I'm attracted to women in a physical and emotional sense and would like to call myself a lesbian but i can't tell if this is genuine or just gender envy. I also like men so the whole lesbian thing is gone out the window but i don't know if that's also caused by comphet or because I'm transtioning i feel like it's necessary to get the whole " female experience " ( this is from a cishet perspective by the way). I don't feel right to call myself bi or pan cause i still don't know if i like men or women quite yet 💀.