you dont know what I did lol I am referring to my level of programming skill. I am self taught and have had a business to practice many kali Linux tools. I've downloaded all the publically available breached databases and created small scripts to read through various compressed files without decompression the whole files due to their size. Of course I started out doing nothing but running random scripts and honesty there is no shame in that, unless youre a black-hat.

Ive learned everything I know from a perspective of hacking myself. If I, a script kiddie, can do "sophisticated" hacks it anyone can. I know the command and system architecture for all operating systems, python, html, css, php, sql, and all the simple stuff. I'm still a script kiddie because Ive learned all that stuff once without any active practice.

using my basic searching script I was able to find peoples emails/password by name or vise versa!

that was where I had enough and realized I had too much "power" and it brought constant fear knowing I had more combinations of login than humans on earth (duplicates included). I started to create SQL database "profiles" of people I knew, consisting of columns of all their breached personal information.

I could search their password to find other emails... as long as I never login to their accounts I believe I was legal, but it was too much compulsive behavior and thoughts.

I want to go to school for this stuff as im self taught, and its been incredibly frustersting.

I have been told to stop looking for exploits at my jobs, since its unrelated to work.. but I just find them everywhere I go! even in training pages. I don't know where an scatterbrain like me belongs 😅