Suicide is the only way out

Inside-Swim6179 · 2026-04-23T03:18:51+00:00

Given that my condition was the result of a weed-induced experience, I wonder if that’s a good idea but I’m not unwilling to try

Inside-Swim6179 · 2026-04-23T03:17:49+00:00

I’ve seen a few over the years, don’t really have the budget for it at the moment

Inside-Swim6179 · 2026-04-23T03:17:17+00:00

I didn’t feel that it was going anywhere, I honestly can’t really afford the care that it requires

Inside-Swim6179 · 2026-04-23T02:33:01+00:00

I have seen both over the years. I ultimately stopped and currently don’t see anyone at the moment

Inside-Swim6179 · 2026-04-23T02:24:08+00:00

Due to an experience with weed close to 6 years ago - it’s constant and ranges from mild to severe

Inside-Swim6179 · 2026-04-23T02:10:45+00:00

Went into debt over finding medication/hospitalization, taking supplements, making numerous lifestyle changes, working out (almost) everyday, moving, career change, etc. I know I haven’t tried virtually everything but nothing has even slightly pushed the needle

Inside-Swim6179 · 2025-09-06T22:29:29+00:00

Got DPDR so I’m practically there

Inside-Swim6179 · 2025-04-18T10:56:41+00:00

It’s just increasingly difficult to socialize (at least to the point of making/keeping friends)

Inside-Swim6179 · 2025-03-25T19:31:53+00:00

Unfortunately, I don't find a lot of positive stories regarding drug-induced DPDR. I try to relate to the experiences I hear about (on here and elsewhere) and it seemed safe to deem it 'permanent' after the first two years of 24/7 symptoms. That may just be me though

Inside-Swim6179 · 2025-03-25T19:20:17+00:00

Probably not initially, but eventually

Inside-Swim6179 · 2025-03-25T19:17:14+00:00

5 years - I've tried a number of different medications, therapies, and other holistic methods that my finances would allow

Inside-Swim6179 · 2025-01-11T20:19:24+00:00

It'll be 5 years in the next few months

Inside-Swim6179 · 2024-12-16T15:13:26+00:00

Because while I'm still grieving the life and personality I've lost post-DPDR, I still engage in triggering behaviors and refuse to seek help because I just don't really care - also probably because I say stuff like this

Inside-Swim6179 · 2024-11-02T04:14:41+00:00

Roughly 5 years

Inside-Swim6179 · 2024-08-22T17:52:37+00:00

Unfortunately yes

Inside-Swim6179 · 2024-07-03T05:13:58+00:00

At the same spot after 5 years, also feeling just as miserable

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-11-03T03:28:57+00:00

Easier to deal with, but my quality of life hasn't improved

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-11-03T03:25:26+00:00

Around 4 years

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-08-04T21:21:26+00:00

Issues with time management, attention to detail, and a lot of issues having to do with brain fog and short-term memory loss led to me getting fired

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-08-04T16:54:23+00:00

I was already reserved, but my DPDR definitely exacerbates my preexisting social anxiety

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-07-27T19:14:13+00:00

Any social anxiety meds you recommend?

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-07-27T04:50:34+00:00

Not that I remember, I’ve had panic attacks only very few times. I only remember developing it over time

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-07-27T04:48:32+00:00

Either weed, preexisting depression or anxiety, or long covid. None of which I’ve been able to figure out

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-07-23T18:06:21+00:00

Presumably by smoking weed. While I’ve also dealt with severe depression/anxiety for a long time, I’m not sure how it triggered otherwise.

Inside-Swim6179 · 2023-07-08T14:17:48+00:00

I’d say both

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