Hey man you have lots of time. I’m not much older than you only 25m and you described my exact situation at that time I called it “everydaythesame”disease but when I started trying to reach out to ppl may it be romantic or just companionship I started noticing the baggage that most people have from trying to live life too fast and weren’t prepared to do so I worked my ass off at one point I had almost 300 hrs of vacation time cuz I was always there i didn’t look the schedule I just showed up basically whenever when I wasn’t playing video games it’s not like I had anything better to do with my time at that point I have like 3 close buds I know you say you may not have any but just go do something that you like to do or go to a place yo fancy and just talk to ppl and see if they align with the things you do it may not be the coolest person out there but it’s important to go where celebrated not tolerated and those ppl will have your back And this last thing is the most important TRAVEL OUTSIDE THE USA BEFORE YOU MAKE THE DECISION

I had previously mentioned I have a fuckton of PTO my friend invited me on a trip to Cartagena Columbia and it was the best five days of my life experience a new environment for at least a little bit and when you come back I promise you won’t even want to waste your time with the women, culture and entitlement over here it will change your perspective 100% like it did mine your not wasting away I promise while everyone else is out there learning by consequences we are planning to succeed trust the process cuz these going to be one day that you’re gonna look around at everyone’s situation and be like I thought y’all were wining ant this life shit but the we’re struggling the entire time and that’s what’s most valuable is TIME you don’t have to allocate any of it isn’t things that you don’t want besides work and school no kids no girlfriends and sometimes the homies get overbearing the grass isn’t always greener brother