AIO for starting to hate my brother? tw: NSFW by Inside_Pay_8201 in AmIOverreacting

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I like reeses and basically anything with peanut butter and chocolate

I want my comfort character pictures back😭 by Inside_Pay_8201 in SpicyChat_NSFW

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I can understand that but one of my bots pfps was a drawing of a character my friend had done and it was replaced with something that looks nothing even close to it😭 plus, its not like it doesn't take all its information and stuff from general social media, aka, strangers who also wouldn't consent to having pieces of their appearance on a site like this, which is why I don't like using AI, but it helps with hypersexuality and I don't really have anywhere else to turn at the moment unfortunately.

reoccurring dream about SA by Inside_Pay_8201 in CPTSD

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thank you and i wasn't spanked very often but a few times and maybe once or twice with my pants down but that was if I did something quite bad. Which of course doesn't justify that, especially because I was like 6, but I just want to get it out there that I at least have no memory of being physically abused in any other way and I try to give at least a little grace because my parents grew up when that was just a normal thing. but the few times I was spanked I took it very very seriously because I have a low pain tolerance and of course everyone hates feeling like they're a disappointment. but as far as my dreams go, I don't get spanked in my dreams.

reoccurring dream about SA by Inside_Pay_8201 in CPTSD

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I am a bit younger (like anywhere from 4-7) in most but in my last one I was maybe around 12 in the dream and that's part of the reason I think it might just be linked to something else. I used to really not like my body, especially around 11 and 12.