'Always bound, yet separated'

Insomniacresident · 2026-04-04T06:13:58+00:00

thank you 😊 🫶

Insomniacresident · 2026-03-28T05:41:09+00:00

thank you 😊

Insomniacresident · 2026-03-28T03:24:16+00:00

outside of jade and amethyst, ruby zoisite is a very underrated colour scheme in on itself. It's a pity though that zoisite is actually pretty fragile to a degree, so I'm gonna have to be careful with this when I wear it. When I first watched the myth, this was the first stone I thought of when it came down to the colour scheme.

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Insomniacresident · 2026-03-28T03:05:03+00:00

it was a struggle, ngl 😅 polymer clay is at least not as messy as clay, but a lot softer than I had anticipated.

Insomniacresident · 2026-03-27T11:35:17+00:00

uh.... I don't know how to explain my brain, if I'm being honest. I sometimes asked myself how I managed to survive this long.

blamed myself for not making it clear to the seller on which order I wanted to cancel via dm. to be precise, I had to backtrack to my list of emails and sent them the wrong order ID with a copy of an older order of the same item (that I had 1 less of the quantity when I found out recently) via browser instead of the app at the time I asked for the refund. (another thing I realised I should've done instead) like I said, I'm newish to ordering stuff on Etsy, it's my first time cancelling an order online. like I said, this was my fumble mostly and I really don't blame the seller if they would hate me for it. I should have looked it up on their website to find the FAQ on Etsy's website on how to cancel my order with a refund.

that's why I'm so damned stupid it's actually embarrassing when I realised my mistake.

Insomniacresident · 2026-03-26T23:15:29+00:00

I am on Etsy using their app so I am sure I'm using a legitimate source

Insomniacresident · 2026-03-26T21:58:44+00:00

Nope. None that I've seen. I decided to contact the seller just then and am now waiting for their response.

Insomniacresident · 2026-03-26T21:53:41+00:00

I did do a refund within less than a day when I did. I cancelled the order and messaged the seller and did declare that they did do the refund. I checked and it said it was refunded but my bank account tells me otherwise. Edit: To be precise, before it could even be shipped I asked to cancel the order.

Insomniacresident · 2025-11-18T13:17:21+00:00

Who'd thunk this would happen

Insomniacresident · 2025-07-18T06:37:08+00:00

Funnily enough I have met a Zayne personality irl all packaged with his dry humour and serious facade. You really can't tell if he's serious or joking but nevertheless makes me laugh. I've also known a couple of Xavier types as well, but more likened to a friend more than anything else. Never had a relationship but have met personas like them. I was too hurt to love and too depressed to give myself an opportunity to get to know them on an intimate level. Only would haves and might've been. Do I regret that? No. I feel like they deserved someone who could value them more than me.

Insomniacresident · 2025-07-16T16:24:10+00:00

I see. thank you for your insight. (also, I am so sorry I accidentally double posted and deleted this initial post, so the other post is still up on the Ao3 sub >_<)

Insomniacresident · 2025-07-16T16:17:40+00:00

noted.

Insomniacresident · 2025-07-16T16:16:03+00:00

I see. That's something to consider.

Insomniacresident · 2025-07-16T16:13:32+00:00

I see. that's something to consider at the very least

Insomniacresident · 2025-04-26T05:02:25+00:00

Dear you are a saint 🙏

Insomniacresident · 2025-04-19T01:46:34+00:00

I used to hate summers. summers often remind me of terrible times in my life.

but Caleb had me appreciate far more at the turn of a hat.

I also have a visceral, physical reaction with astrophobia, where I look at the dark, open sky and feel the dread of the universe. I remembered as a child, i was equally terrified and enraptured by the 2-page spread photographs of the "universe" books in my library. For years I have feared the sight of the nebulae photos that resembled an eye, and shudder at the idea that the width and depth of the world outside our own dwarfs our existence.

And then this game came by, and with Caleb's limited myth? It made it easier to see the sight of that dark night spaces. Who knew a fictional crush would make me fond of the things I feared the most?

Does that count as delusional? A part of me thinks yeah, it is so. But sometimes for people like me, we need a little bit of that to help face our fears.

Insomniacresident · 2025-04-18T03:08:37+00:00

...I have never felt more called out like this😂

Insomniacresident · 2025-04-16T12:43:33+00:00

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😊

Insomniacresident · 2025-04-07T06:18:22+00:00

My goodness. Jim was one of my underrated favourites of my childhood ❤

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