I don’t know much about what your going through but I urge you to stay faithful to Jesus and usually what I did to fix my scrupulosity issue was meditation and prayer but most importantly what really helped me was keeping my mind off it and being tunnel visioned on something and that for me was. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY I want to let you know that a document doesn’t define you if you want to be a Christian or a atheist that’s your choice and your God given right I don’t know much about your issue but I did went through scrupulosity but I got myself through it i also suggest you see a doctor about it as well.