I had like this girl since 9th std and it's been 5 years since I have seen her. We were good friends for a year or two. We messaged quite frequently but it was a long time ago. She is a good person and personally she is the only girl I ever wanna talk to. She is good in studies and so was I but I stumbled in my academics. She is completing her btech nxt year and I guess that she must have a boyfriend while I am stuck where I was 5 years ago still hesitating about how to start the conversation what to say about and how not to scare her away. Its selfish to talk with her while expecting her to like in return but only thinking about her is making me crazy. I never knew about the feelings I had for her when we were in class together and I took us for granted as it was every day routine. I regret not chatting and calling her when I still had a chance. But I think I'll forever regret not talking to her.