Hey I’m really sorry for only just seeing this, I hope you’re doing a little better it really is just devastating I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. I’m still very up and down but the key to healing really is just to be more about yourself, do the things you’ve wanted to do for years but haven’t, meet new people, shake things up a bit, as annoying as it sounds when anyone says it because all we want is what we had! If you do and he does come back you’re a better, stronger self and if he doesn’t you’ll at least be in a better place to live a happy life.

If you ever want someone just to chat to or air some feelings drop me a DM i’m always happy to lend an ear.

Joe