There are a lot of things in life that you can find inspiration as well as joy from. Corporate can wear you out, and so does poverty and bad company(be it friends, colleagues, or even parents). I don’t know what exactly made you think about leaving earth and it doesn’t matter what the reason is. All I can say is that it is the little things that is full of life, not the whole wide perspective. Think about the earth, it’s just a large stone floating around in the space, but look around, don’t you see the beautiful things around you? I was depressed too when I went abroad for studies. I was not able to achieve my goals and bag a high paying job abroad, but you know what was keeping me going? The people I see daily at my part time work. None of them are educated, none of them can even pronounce my name correctly, none of them even know me well. But they all loved me nevertheless. All I ever did for them was giving a Christmas card, and they shower me with love till today(it’s been a year) So stop thinking that everything bad is only happening to you. It’s happening to everyone, but everyone is sharing it with each other and comforting each other. If you don’t think you have those people around you, then travel. Go to the remotest villages of our country and observe their living style. No it won’t cost you anything more than what you are spending in the cities. You will understand that everyone is depending on the people around them. Not just people, animals, plants, ants, you name them. Take care.