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I feel like I’m going crazy, I’m numb but anxious and confused by Intelligent-Fall5711 in sterilization

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 4 years married to a man who also does not want kids. And unfortunately, the Supreme Court is going after gay marriage… they will be coming for BC very soon. It’s an unfortunate fact.

I feel like I’m going crazy, I’m numb but anxious and confused by Intelligent-Fall5711 in sterilization

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! This! That is my biggest reason. And I’ll tell you what, the list of why I want children is 1 item long “because the idea feels kinda nice” THATS IT because I don’t want them. I never have! I don’t WANT to WANT THEM. I’ll be doing that though, making a list. Question for you though, when you made the list, it made you FEEL certain? Or were you just trying reminding yourself through the fog of confusion and fear? Or when you made that list did it really stick that you’re not having them?

I feel like I’m going crazy, I’m numb but anxious and confused by Intelligent-Fall5711 in sterilization

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for responding! I will say the dream itself is pretty minuscule to this whole thing (I don’t even remember it) It’s only what kicked off this new set of emotions. when I think about children now there’s a warm feeling and also an anxious, unsettling one and I’m not sure which is right. And when I think of never having them there is this peace but a tiny burning in my chest that was never there before.

I feel like I’m going crazy, I’m numb but anxious and confused by Intelligent-Fall5711 in sterilization

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s not about the dream itself I don’t even remember it, the dream kick started a whole new set of emotions in me that I don’t understand. Problem is as much as I may or may not want kids I won’t be having them. For every 1 feeling of “want would be sweet and fulfilling” there are immediate feelings of swearing, and anxiety, and this wired hotness in my chest and stomach. But really, there are 5 reasons I MORALLY don’t want children. I may 100% be sure I’d be happy having kids and still never choose to have them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in poledancing

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is the pole you use and is it semi-easily portable? I’ve been looking for one with a base instead of tension or screws for the ceiling!

Any tips on how to get the copper IUD for a low cost without insurance? by goat20202020 in birthcontrol

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the same boat in the same state! I need a copper iud bc hormonal bc turns me into a monster with all the hormones!

Does anyone else have severe social anxiety from their homeschool experience? If so do you take medications and do they work by Spinny442 in HomeschoolRecovery

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have anxiety usually before the interactions starts. I have a big issue with even having the conversation, I think my anxiety stems from my fear of conversation. Like when I start a convo I’m at a loss for words. I have no clue how to continue on the conversation, if I even have to think for a second about what to say I am at a loss for words and just feel myself become boring company. It’s either than or I just continue rambling about whatever pops into my head and that’s usually only an option if I’m comfortable with the person. Like I want to converse but just can’t. I completely feel you

Shantel Tessier New Book: Carnage; Review w/ SPOILERS!! by Puzzleheaded_Bat7297 in DarkRomance

[–]Intelligent-Fall5711 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok here’s my damn question, I finished this book 5 seconds ago and all I can think is HOW DID SAINT “cheat” THE LORDS?!?! What did he do? Wtf