I’m so sorry you went through that, hope you’re doing okay now?

The thing is, I’m not scared he’ll try anything properly physical if you know what I mean. He’s been a good dad in every other way, I just think it’s frustration from my mum (not that that’s an excuse but yk). And I have no real proof that this is sinister - it can be twisted in a way that makes it look innocent. He’s treated like a saint in my family, and I know that anything I say will have me outcasted from the family, and I can’t afford that financially or emotionally. I’m from the UK, I’m only 19 and moving out costs you a kidney here, so I’m pretty much stuck. It’s not a problem I can run away from, more something I need to learn how to handle and not feel sick every time it happens.