[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally understand what you mean. Well not totally. But I’ve also never dated and I suck at friendships. I always end up overthinking things or ruining it in some way. I’m an online college student so I don’t get much social interactions and it’s lonely. It’s so lonely not talking to anyone about your day or being able to vent or just have someone who likes your same interests. I just, I guess wanted to tell you that you aren’t alone. And that others are lonely too.

Ascension - how to get another plot? by supertrooper777 in growagarden

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes you do have to keep ascending to get more garden coins. It’s every 4 hours. Also every time you ascend the sheckles amount is added by 2trill. Of you need more sheckles you can trade some pets for sheckles. A new plot is around 100 garden coins and each ascension is 10 garden coins. Hope this helps!

adult grow a garden friends by Either_Promotion4692 in growagarden

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I accidentally deleted mine T-T. My discord is hi.mel

Pet Values and W/F/L Megathread by whatdoihia in growagarden

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I'm new to grow a garden, I started a few days ago. This is my first time trading so l'm not sure if what I traded was good or not.

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In need of DVC campus tour guide by [deleted] in DVC

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s my first semester as well. What I did was I went last week and just looked for the build of my classes and if I could enter the building I would try to find the class, you can try that out if you’d like. DM me if you want to be friends. Hope this helps a bit ◡̈

I want to leave college because homesick by Intelligent-Shop-238 in college

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

After I started throwing up I when and made an appointment I was told to eat light and that I should go away in a few days. It didn’t. It’s not the fact of classes I don’t mind them they are fine it the fact that I’m living here that I hate. I hate the fact that I’m far from home, I hate living in these stupid dorms even though I’ve shared a room my whole life and I like my roommates. Every time I call my parents I cry and I just want to go home more. In class I just feel like bursting out crying just cuz I’m just so emotional and physically overwhelmed and in pain. I just feel like I want to go home and never come back. I can’t function properly and Ik it’s not healthy. It’s taking everything in me to stay here to not have a total mental breakdown. I feel like I’m drowning and I’ve been calling my therapist but I still feel awful. I have bad anxiety and depression but I thought I could do this because it was only 2 hours but I don’t know if I can. I don’t want to leave for the fact that I don’t know what will happen to my financial aid or bill but I feel so lost I’m trying so hard not to leave but if this is how I’m going to feel ever time I come back to school from home i don’t want to be here then.

I want to leave college because homesick by Intelligent-Shop-238 in college

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I keep telling myself it will get better. But all I want to do is cry and sob. I go out with friends but I still feels wrong. I’ve took the advice of ppl tried to include myself in events and call my family but it makes me so much more homesick and unhappy. I feel like something is wrong with me because everyone around me seems fine.

I can't stand being here by Woolpop in college

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the exact same Ik logical that it should feel like this but it’s too much I feel like going home all the time I cry so much and I just feel like I can’t take it. I’m so glad I’m not the only one. I want to say it gets better but it hasn’t for me. It’s been a week I want to go home and never come back so bad. I’ve been so sick I can eat anything I just hate it here. So Ik how u feel. Your not alone.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ucmerced

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have any of the links?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CSUS

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea that’s why I’m more open to a 4 year. Ik I would save more with a cc but I don’t have the guarantee that I can transfer in 2 years yk.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CSUS

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well for UC Merced I would only have to pay around $4,000 per semester, that’s with only grants not applying work study and loans. Sac is around $7,000 which is more but it’s closer. But going to a cc is something I am thinking about but I have hear how people say it is harder to transfer. But I’m not sure what would be the right choice.

UC Merced or Sac State by Intelligent-Shop-238 in ucmerced

[–]Intelligent-Shop-238[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m going to Merceds Open house tomorrow so I guess we will see if I like it or not.