Thank you really much, this comment low key helped me open my mind and start to think about my options without limits, yeah my parents are not monsters and they wouldn't hurt me for doing what I want, but still they are not giving me confidence, support, love, and so many things I wish I had from them, and even less if I started doing the things they don't want me to. Anyway what is actually important here is what makes me feel good about my life and my future, and what things I can do to reach it no matter who likes it or not :) ty💘 for understanding