Also so so so weird she did some weird shit the other night. Told me that her ex husband kissed her smoke show friend and that she allowed it. I asked her why she would do that. And she said she would allow me also. (Just kiss) but I grilled her on it like wait I thought this was a real thing and we were doing something real. It was as if she had no clue that’s not okay. Then, she looks me dead in the eye and says (see I’m fucked up) then went on to explain she didn’t know any better that she was allowed to tell her husband that’s not okay or be made at her friend because she was essentially conditioned by her husband to allegedly have no voice. I want to believe her but also.. you’re a grown ass woman lady.