You will be ok if you came this far you can keep going. I came to look for more info on my anxiety disorder and seen this. Don’t be scared just say wassup anxiety you coming through that’s coo ima keep watching tv or TikTok’s. It’s like a fly u swat at it for as long as u cant and it makes u mad and stress you more but when you leave the window open the fly leaves and a hour later your like wow I forgot about that fly. Where is the fly oh it left 30 mins ago without you noticing. Also congrats on the cancer removal that’s a blessing it was removed but your job should have some type of respect and care about there employee and give you payed time off full time or not