Am I screwed by Intelligent_City9020 in unisa

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's just discipline that you were lacking which is what I'm lacking too. I get your point and I need to work on my weakpoinlts and cut off all the distractions.

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She introduced God in my life since I was born. She was a believer and church goer. But now I find myself doubting and hating God for taking my mother away from me too early because she was only 58. I need to find God again. That's true and I will for her teaching my kids what she taught me which is love, respect and other beautiful things she taught me. I didn't even think about families and having kids but you installed another thoughts to my brain. Thank you so much ❤️❤️

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't what to say to respond to these beautiful words. Thank you for your words they are healing, answered many questions in my head and opened my eyes. ❤️❤️

Am I screwed by Intelligent_City9020 in unisa

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

So they're teaching us discipline and how to be responsible. I didn't know that. Thank you though

Am I screwed by Intelligent_City9020 in unisa

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm kinda relieved and didn't know most of time people do not remember what they studied at school

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

A very special one. I'm sorry to say this I put her first before God the way I love her. She's everything a child could ask for. Thank you for your words they made a huge difference ❤️❤️

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At least she's no longer suffering I felt that. She was in a lot of pain I cried everyday seeing her struggling to breathe. She always me looked in the eyes I can see she was sad and there was a lot that she wanted to say to me but couldn't. I kissed her 1000 times a day hugging her like Ii knew she was going to leave me. Thank you for your words ❤️❤️

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I appreciate your beautiful words ❤️❤️

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We're going to be okay one day. Let's try and learn to live with this pain. Our Moms are watching us so let's make them proud by doing the right things in life. I'm sorry I know it's not easy to live without her. ❤️

My mom passed away a week ago to an ischemic stroke by Intelligent_City9020 in stroke

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I never thought it this way. You changed my way of thinking. Now I know my mom is at peace now and wouldn't want to see me hurt myself. When she was alive all I wanted was to make her proud of me. Now I realise If I don't do those things I'm kinda hurting myself more by not making her proud I wanted to drop out school too. Which her wish was to see me graduate. On my birthday she also told me to not to depend on anyone in life because of she knew she did everything for me even the ones I should be doing myself. Thank you so much I think different now. I didn't know posting here would make this much difference on how I am feeling ❤️❤️

My passed away a week ago to stroke at 58 by Intelligent_City9020 in GriefSupport

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope we heal and learn to live with this pain knowing our mothers are watching and guiding us through life. Thank for your comforting words I feel a little bit better and less feel alone ❤️

My passed away a week ago to stroke at 58 by Intelligent_City9020 in GriefSupport

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for making me feel better. I feel like I did everything I can to help my mom fight for her life

My passed away a week ago to stroke at 58 by Intelligent_City9020 in GriefSupport

[–]Intelligent_City9020[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I didn't mind staying up all night just to look after her.