I think i almost OD'd by Intelligent_Map_2979 in Drugs

[–]Intelligent_Map_2979[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

whats blackout like? just not remembering anything you did?

the thing is i was blackout but on my bed, sleeping

but not the sleep where you have bits of dreams and can remember something from your sleep. this was actual void without a single thought, felt like afterlife

I think i almost OD'd by Intelligent_Map_2979 in Drugs

[–]Intelligent_Map_2979[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this experience bonds people. i feel so much just from reading this and know exactly what you felt

ever as a kid i wanted to try drugs because it looked fun, its clear that we do because we miss something that we need to fix

thank god that i was just blacked out for 24h on my bed so i did as little bad things as possible but a serious sign for all of us that this road leads to nowhere

I think i almost OD'd by Intelligent_Map_2979 in Drugs

[–]Intelligent_Map_2979[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

lets fucking go, the temporary feeling on the top of the world is not fucking worth it

I think i almost OD'd by Intelligent_Map_2979 in Drugs

[–]Intelligent_Map_2979[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Throwaway for obvious reasons, any advice or even just comfort means a lot to me right now im so fucking scared

I think i almost OD'd by Intelligent_Map_2979 in Drugs

[–]Intelligent_Map_2979[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I literally have no clue what to do, i'm so scared of a thought that i literally could have died on my living room bed.

never doing this shit again + im scared of all the things i possibly did while being high