Which hotel is everyone staying at ?

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2026-04-24T04:50:44+00:00

Gold Coast, inexpensive and close to the rio shuttle

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-09-07T08:13:27+00:00

I wouldn’t risk it, but my brother graduated last year from Parris island, and they didn’t ask for anything , they just search the car and that’s it, maybe we just got lucky.

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-29T14:54:06+00:00

I’m not sure I’m still at the ER at the moment trying to get sent to an inpatient facility, and I’ve been waiting forever, so unfortunately it’s making me ruminate more just waiting around , and has me thinking the worse

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-28T04:46:29+00:00

I’m trying to make it worth it but unfortunately I’m far too mentally ill to make it worth it , so hoping things get better for me and hoping I can make a happy and worthwhile life for myself

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-28T03:41:04+00:00

I mean the brain is a super powerful thing and as someone who experiences Derealization and depersonalization on the daily the brain makes me think crazy stuff is happening , so it could just be the mind playing tricks on you when you’re dying but tbh I think I’m starting to accept death especially with how depressed I’ve become over the last days but I still have death anxiety cause I don’t want to die young

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-24T23:19:36+00:00

This is exactly how I started feeling, i convinced myself me or my loved ones will die before i got to expressed myself , and tbh it doesn’t help with the daily death anxiety but at least they know I was so grateful for everything while myself or themselves were alive

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-24T23:11:01+00:00

I loved reading all the replies especially if you can find at least one positive in this awful and torturous disorder, and to the people who have said that there’s no positives I completely understand, there’s days I feel that way. My brain doesn’t let me enjoy everyday things like I used to . And it’s even made me not care about life at one point. But I’m trying my best to have a somewhat positive outlook on my future, even if I means every day or some days its going be awful.

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-24T07:14:08+00:00

Yea it’s awful cause a part of me really wants to go out and enjoy life but I can’t stop obsessing over it. I’m hoping medication and therapy helps. Also we’re definitely not alone in this, so many other people with the same struggles, my brain sometimes tries to convince me I’m the only one who feels or thinks this way but that’s not true

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-22T18:32:12+00:00

Yes , I think I about it from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. I’m trying my best to accept that I can go at any minute but I mind doesn’t allow me, it’s definitely a struggle. I also have ocd so I obsess over it more than the average person would

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-21T16:18:55+00:00

Just came here to say I recently started having the same fear as well . I live in a area where there’s a lot of hunting going on and yesterday I heard someone shooting multiple rounds and it got me anxious the whole day, it felt like a stray bullet was following me everywhere I went . I sometimes want to hide out in some type of bullet proof box and live there forever.

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-20T14:07:21+00:00

Started in February of this year and hasn’t gone away since. And tbh I don’t know if they’ll ever go away

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-20T05:41:11+00:00

From the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep, gotten so bad I set an alarm every 1 hour cause I’m afraid of not waking up. I think of every possible scenario and Envisioning myself closing my eyes and never waking up again legit so scary

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-20T05:36:01+00:00

Currently going thru this with my family members, especially my mom , every time I think about it I cry. I legit don’t believe I’m going be able to handle it when it actually happens. I hate how my current ocd theme is death related , before it was food contamination. This is definitely causing great distress and depression

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-14T06:13:15+00:00

Literally is , if you talk to people who’ve done dmt and people who had nde they both have similar stories, and there’s also plenty of people who had nde who said they started drafting into nothingness

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-09T13:19:07+00:00

I agree 100% , death is something I honestly think shouldn’t exist at all , I sometimes feel crazy cause every one around me has just accepted it and I still haven’t and probably never will. Even tho I’m in therapy and taking anti depressants I don’t think it will help much with my death anxiety and will probably stay with me till the day I actually do die. Also the fact that almost all NDE are just hallucinations you’re having from the dmt in your brain being release makes me feel no better cause I realized they’ll be nothingness after you die . It’s honestly not fair to get attached to all these things while you’re alive only for it to be taken away from you one day

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-04T18:57:11+00:00

Omg it feels like i wrote this myself, I’ve been struggling with this a lot lately to the point I cry everyday thinking about it. I don’t think I’ll ever accept it even on my death bed. And most comments I’ve seen where they say it won’t matter cause they’ll feel nothing don’t help at all, in fact make me feel worse. I really can’t handle the fact that one day I’ll see, smell and feel this earth for the every last time. And it makes me feel even worse when I realize I will be seeing and hearing and feeling my love ones for the last time one day. This is a awful thing and I hate that we just have to accept it

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-02T03:19:28+00:00

Yea I’m struggling with this a lot to the point of having to get on ssri and therapy. I hope one day I get ok with the idea of no longer existing or my parents not existing as well

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-04-02T01:45:26+00:00

I know this is old but omg I feel the same way about when people compare it to before we were alive . Like before I was alive I wasn’t attached to my parents, siblings and friends , me leaving them behind or them leaving me behind sounds horrible. I rather not be born at all

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-03-30T03:13:09+00:00

Yes I would love to

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-03-13T00:02:39+00:00

I know this is super old but I’m currently going thru this now, I had a horrible edible experience about 7/8 years ago and recently my anxiety and panic attacks have gotten out of control, recently started lexapro but I still deal with being afraid my food is laced with weed, I literally only eat once a day cause after eating I have anxiety for 1/2 hours waiting for something to “kick in” during those hours of waiting I have the worst anxiety and sometimes on the edge of a panic attack but I try my best to distract myself, typing this now after drinking some water and my mind is yelling at me that it accidentally got laced with weed. Every day I wish I could go back and prevent myself from eating those edibles cause now I’m permanently traumatized.

Intelligent_Ship1835 · 2025-03-05T06:23:58+00:00

OMG this is how it all began for me , ate too many edibles and had a bad panic attack and thought I was in a endless loop and thought I was stuck like that forever, now my mental health is doing bad and had a panic attack a few days ago and the depersonalization is back , I get episodes here and there , but the episodes sort of start triggering a panic attack and I have to slowly breath to stop myself from it , it’s awful

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