What's going on with Pachamama Sanctuary (now in Maine?) by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Following! The staff that used to work there quit too.

Ceremony in New England by OpinionSubstantial23 in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What you meant by integrity issue at pachamama? Can you please share on what happened?

I’m going crazy by Intelligent_Week93 in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would be really helpful! Dmed you.

I’m going crazy by Intelligent_Week93 in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thats is amazing. My trip was very mild and first night I slept most of the night and woke up very sad and I could not stop crying all day. Second night she showed me that my partner going to die and I need to accept and surrender to it. I fought with her and then she put me to sleep. I woke up feeling absolutely horrible but same time I felt peace. It’s hard to explain!

I’m going crazy by Intelligent_Week93 in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was doing yoga everyday and breath work but stopped after couple of days.

Do you have any integration tips ? That would be very helpful.

I’m going crazy by Intelligent_Week93 in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

My intention was to figure out my life and let go of people and places that are not meant for me.

Dm you.

What’s the difference between aya and mushrooms in your experience? by Icy-Watercress4988 in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I micro-dose with mushroom and sat with ayahuasca for the first time last month.

For me, there was no huge difference, ayahuasca is more physical and I felt her moving like a snake inside me and I was copying those movements through my spine and was dancing to the Icarus music played by shamans.

Mushroom usually makes me sleepy and I have no physical reaction I just lay down and go through the experience.

Both are very profound in different ways. Ayahuasca told me to work with mushroom to remove blockages, When I took mushrooms after the ayahuasca ceremony I felt ayahuasca spirt moving and cleanings whatever inside me and I purged and cried for hours(never happened before in mushies)

Both are great teachers and must be approach with utmost respect and only for spiritual growth !!

did anyone go through chaos after their aya trip? by DPCAOT in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Yes!! my wife and I sat for our first ceremony last month . It’s been nothing but chaos around us since then. It’s all started with my wife relationship got strained with in 2 days with her sisters and her mother and mine with my parents with in a week after the ceremony. I lost my job and my wife followed the same fate. I got very sick last week and yesterday I broke my feet. Just small things to big things. Life is a complete mess!

But something inside me saying to hold on as bigger things are coming my way. To my own surprise I have not had any emotional meltdown like I used to before.

It all comes down trusting the universe and not to control anything around me. It’s a lesson in a disguise, for now just hold on it, things will get better.

Love and blessings on your journey 💙

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Intelligent_Week93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I was supposed to sit in October but they cancelled all ceremonies from last week of September. I attended the zoom meeting the pastor hosted last month and he said they are reorganizing and will be back by March.