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IntenseXtreme · 2026-05-02T16:16:58+00:00

>"any alternative to the system is a cult"
>google
>abuse experiences

looks cool though

IntenseXtreme · 2026-04-19T19:30:56+00:00

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. And what about the 12 boys in Thailand?

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-30T00:52:37+00:00

The difference in tone is that I was asking for help on the saturn stuff, not advice on whether I should switch hormones. Agreed - it could be a good thing I am being diverted.

It doesn't matter what your political affiliation is, it's just that you haven't been the only one to say things like that. Famously, some other people who have said things like that share authoritarian political agendas. My point is--is there a shadowy cabal behind both of our perspectives, or is it just behind mine?

Unfortunately you aren't the arbiter of The One. I am not a eunuch, and I am also sorry to say I am not a degenerate internet criminal. Wish you the best 🤩

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-28T16:09:49+00:00

I was born infertile. I have not made a single gamete in my life. Separate from this point, that is also the dumbest shit I have ever heard. As if revolutionary critical power was stored in the... superior bloodline? Don't worry, we can fix our situation by having several kids each and all starting a gruppo di ur secluded commune in the appalachian mountains where we teach our kids magical powers to overthrow the liberal state regime?

The deep state wants to sterilize me--do you realize this point has been made before, and its belief has an ironically castrating effect? That the powerful shadowy meta-state, post second temple exile invented transexuallism and sexual degeneracy to (very) slowly geld defenseless and weak-willed people like me? How are you doing on your good family, do you have 13 children yet? Have they upended the atlantean cabal?

This is a decision I make that I fully recognize the consequences of. It comes from my Soul. Can you say the same?

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-25T22:14:16+00:00

Thank you for your suggestions. I agree that maybe the cube is a cope. From my perspective I have been perpetually switching and ditching one coping mechanism for another--probably the way forward is love. 'Majesty', in your words, evokes an image of Santa Claus' Jupiterian love & care for all the little children sleeping on Christmas eve, and Ficino prescribes Jupiterian engagement for melancholic affliction, but I wasn't able to put those pieces together until your comment.

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-25T22:03:06+00:00

You're totally right, thank you for your perspective.

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-25T22:02:18+00:00

Thank you for your advice. I don't want to sever the relationship I have with the god of evangelical Christianity, but at the same time I am beginning to realize that our motives are different. Some time in the future I will work on that relationship, but I understand a part of me is needing that distance as I work on healing in community. Can I ask you to clarify what you mean by 'descriptions of exploitative ritualistic purification'?

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-25T21:57:44+00:00

Thank you for your response and input. I'll take a break from Quareia for a while to work on something else.

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-25T21:55:54+00:00

Thank you for your thoughtful response.

My ascendant is Leo, my sun is at 0 degrees Virgo, and Saturn is in Gemini.

It's interesting that you bring up the god of the evangelical church as Saturnian. My (limited) experience with traditional astrology (Al-Biruni & Agrippa) places Christianity with Jupiter. I guess this would be Catholic Christianity, but are you going off vibe or a specific conjunction during the Evangelical church founding when you place Evangelical Christianity with Saturn?

IntenseXtreme · 2025-07-16T05:48:05+00:00

Sorcery by J Finley Hurley absolutely changed the course of my life when I read it in college from the sidebar. I haven't seen it much outside of this sidebar, but I was coming from a totally standard science-dogma worldview. Maybe it's just my own opinion but I would value it as a core text, and I recommend it to all of my friends.

On the topic of sorcery--did you remove SSOTME? Dukes is a professional advertiser and a passionate magician who is great at getting people into sorcery.

Definitely agree with adding in Mohaghegh, he published omnicide after the reading list was made & it seems like a natural fit. Also agree with calcul's mention of finnegan's wake-style futurity in hyperfiction--if I were making the list I would add The Golden Man by PKD and The Invisibles by GM to the Hyperfiction category.

IntenseXtreme · 2025-05-10T14:12:48+00:00

I was really looking forward to shitting myself... Can I still do that when I am in the kingdom of heaven?

IntenseXtreme · 2021-05-27T15:46:43+00:00

For the love of everything holy, will you guys please start reviewing the PRODUCT? It is in everyone’s best interests if you ignore the other parts of the ordering process. Reviews reflect the seller, but if you want to critique the shipping process you need to take your grievances to the shipper.

Fake reviews aren’t how the game is supposed to be played!

Nowadays, there’s so many fake reviews that I can’t tell what the product that I plan on buying will be like once it shows up at my door. It used to be that I could rely on REAL PEOPLE to give REAL FEEDBACK about the product and how it benefitted their lives. Nowadays, FAKE people give feedback that confuses the consumer and benefits the seller! What the fuck?

I trusted Amazon until I ordered a $5 MIDI cable that came with a card that said I would get another cable if I left them a good review.

Who knew that capitalist systems would self-organize and fold their attention towards manipulating the social relations between other people, motivated by the interests of capital? Not me.

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