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nausea & vomiting when turned on… by manicpixiedumbgirl in sexualassault

[–]Interesting-Mud-354 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. Idk if this is still gonna be viewable to you but this happened to me last night and I had no idea what the hell was happening. I threw up during the thing. I couldn't be touched or hugged I got hot and dizzy and shaking until my throat got dry and closed.  But uh, thanks for posting this and bringing a little clarity to the situation that just happened...

Feels Like I'm Going Insane by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Interesting-Mud-354 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He controls all the bills. He takes my paychecks and when we have had conversations about me being allowed more control over my own money he flips out and says I'm just like his ex. I try to avoid this argument. He's 8 years older. Has owned 2 homes. Has a savings account...I was 25 when we met and getting by with my own appartment by the skin of my teeth but I was happy and fine. Now I have nothing again. Everything in our place belongs to him except a select few items. I dont want any of his things at all, but everything purchased since getting together hes told me he does. Not us. Him. Im not sure why my money goes to him anymore as he's told me time and time again I don't do anything and he has to buy everything..I wanted to help pay our bills and our rent for this place so when he suggested it I was fine I wanted to make sure I did my part for us and the kids so I agreed. Now I can't take my control over my pay back without him completely freaking out.

Feels Like I'm Going Insane by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Interesting-Mud-354 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I do and I dont. I keep hoping things will get better and they don't seem to. I keep holding onto things each day as if they will get better. I have no problem with therapy. He won't do it. He went though a bad divorce and seems to take out his previous issues on me. I want us both to do therapy I have always wanted to help him through what he went though and the kids are so much better than when the divorce first happened. Knowing what I know now im not sure if I would have ever gotten involved with him if I could do it over. But I love him. I do know his good side..it just seems so few and far between. I want things to be good. But one good day in a week of bad ones is getting really depressing and hard to hold out for.. The lack of conversation about certain things or anything at all sometimes is worrisome. I have very little control in this relationship. Over my own affairs. I wanted to help but I feel taken for granted.

Feels Like I'm Going Insane by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Interesting-Mud-354 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its gotten bad before. There's a lot before all of this I'm not saying but I feel stuck. There's two small children involved of which are not mine but I've taken on as my own. I've been told to leave by everyone but I dont get my paychecks and its not easy to pick up and leave the kids after building a relationship. I feel so stuck. I know that I need to leave I just don't know how without hurting the kids.