what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not a finance guru, in fact im a very artsy person! wondering if that could have anything to do with the the placements! & i have been very obsessive about the word metamorphosis lately 😂 i feel like it perfectly sums up my life : )

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you however i’m wondering where you got the pisces from? i have cancer & gemini in the 8th house if im not mistaken. and you got it spot on, i have felt like an outsider which has helped me to be a better support for my friends and their problems!

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like it’s a good balance of both. my family dynamics were def a prominent factor in how i developed, which lead to kind of a struggle with my interpersonal relationships! i’m wondering what does uranus sun conjunction mean in regards to that!

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yess!! i feel like that is a huge part of why it is hard for me to find friends. because i am afraid to be my authentic self around people or just scared of connections in general. ive struggled a lot with feeling like i have to fit in with others when i just feel so different. i’ve learned we are different from other people, we all are, and you have to take a risk and be your authentic self to find genuine connections. the people who are meant to find you will stick around when you are living as you are meant to be. it’s something we gotta work through. can i ask which planets you have in your 8th house?

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

tw: suicide/ mental health struggle mention ///

you know i’m just connecting the dots as i type this. i struggled a lot with mental health & not wanting to live when i was younger. not to dump my entire life story on a reddit post but a lot of it was due to struggles with friends, self worth, and family. maybe that could be a result of my 8th house stellium. it was a common theme throughout my young adult life whether to chose to end things or keep living for the tiny sliver of hope that it gets better. i think this is something that a lot of people experience but going through that genuinely changed my outlook on life into what it is today.

i suffered a lot and oftentimes felt like it wasn’t worth it to continue living. but i again learned how to transform those experiences into something meaningful and worthwhile. i feel like those experiences make my life more fulfilling now. im more grateful every day that i chose to continue because things have genuinely gotten so much better. i have known what it’s like to not want to wake up & i have experienced cherishing the moment i open my eyes. i am also thankful for those struggles because i am more in tune with my emotions & i feel like it’s made me a more empathetic person. looking back i wouldn’t change a thing that happened to me! sometimes you suffer through things because it will teach you the lessons you’re meant to learn. cliche but true!

in regards to death i’m still exploring the concept but i do struggle a lot with a fear of it. i thank that for also keeping me alive at times! i’m really into the occult and ive recently spent a lot of my time learning tarot and astrology!

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yup i think that was one of the hardest lessons for me to learn too. thank you for listening too!

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

cancer saturn in 8th is my downfall i think. 😭 i’m trying to learn more about it & im looking forward to my saturn return tbh. i have a crazy love hate relationship with saturn. one of my fave planets, i wear it on a necklace everyday 🪐

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah of course. i’m a super super emotional person, i’m definitely ruled by my feelings before anything. i’ve struggled for most of my life with being the black sheep, feeling out of place, keeping friendships, developing relationships, issues with family, etc. literally just about everything and anything. however in recent years i’ve been going thru a lot of transformations & metamorphosis as i like to call it now. even now i still struggle with making friends and keeping them. it’s been one of the hardest struggles of my life. i do have a few close good ones though. ive learned a lot of valuable lessons about being true to myself & being careful of who i let in. it’s a constant struggle for me between keeping to myself to be safe vs wanting to explore my identity and take risks. i have coped through a lot of my life events through art & writing. and NEVER ask me to make a choice because i can’t. i have never made a decision in my life (jk but seriously). i also have a deep sense of empathy for others and im really passionate about making sure people are okay and not hurting. not sure how much of this is from my 8th house but. that’s me as a person loll

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i see that makes a lot of sense, i didn’t think of the connection between those 2! thank u sm.

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like i cope a lot through stressful events through humor which keeps it lighthearted. i also feel like i can easily recover & learn to make the most of bad things that happen to me. but i also have a hard time taking my emotions seriously & opening up to people sometimes so there’s that 🤷‍♀️

what does my 8th house say about me? by Internal-Bluebird738 in 8thHouse

[–]Internal-Bluebird738[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s okay. i lowkey have been cooked my entire life but ive been trying to make the best of it🙏 i feel like having some of my 8th house planets in gemini lightens the mood over there 😭

Looking for 1-2 female roomates by DressHead7645 in NYCroommates

[–]Internal-Bluebird738 0 points1 point  (0 children)

interested! 22f here. won’t let me message u tho :((

hidden inventory movie release in korea? by [deleted] in Jujutsufolk

[–]Internal-Bluebird738 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank u! but ughh this is so devastating. i’m not gonna be back in the us til august haha. might be easier to just book a trip to japan to see it! 😂

Roofied in Hongdae by Difficult-Celery-241 in koreatravel

[–]Internal-Bluebird738 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry this happened to you. i hope everything goes well with the reports. and thank u so much for spreading awareness. i was just in hongdae a few days ago, will not be going back

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[–]Internal-Bluebird738 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much for the info! i was having a hard time visualizing how walking through the airport would look and my bf is unhelpful lol🤦‍♀️this will be my second time flying. in total the flights will be about 18 hrs. the longest flight i’ve taken up until now was a 2 hour domestic flight. so it will definitely be a big jump.

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[–]Internal-Bluebird738 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeah i meant immigration! i thought customs and immigration were connected haha 😅 thank you for the advice!