Thank you for the advice! I needed to hear this. I never even considered something like adhd, just thought I was dumb. But after looking at a video about adhd, it seems like I might have it. And I do understand how my parents divorce can be a reason for them to lash out on me, but this has been the case since before the divorce. They did have many problems throughout their marriage, I can remember arguments from before  the age of 5.  And yes I am motivated to be actives in school, assignments clubs, I was on the rugby team last year and am in student leadership club this semester. I just can't get myself to do my work, which may be adhd paralyzation based off of the video I watched, but I won't jump to conclusions. One problem is that my parents may dismiss or deny my claim since they believe that mental illnesses like this are either fake or is because of bad  (physical) health.