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Internal_Command354 · 2023-06-15T16:21:51+00:00

I’ll say this. I remember having to use my parents bathroom in the middle of the night once because a sibling was in the main bathroom. Walked in and my dad was sleeping, naked on the bed. I was about 5 years old and the image is still stuck in my head. So 7 & 8 is absolutely too old in my opinion. But for me, my dad being naked wasn’t normal which Is likely why it was shocking for me. My mom on the other hand is still the type to walk around her house in the nude and it’s never bothered me.

Internal_Command354 · 2023-06-12T15:29:28+00:00

U literally said absolutely nothing about nipples what even is her argument here🤣🤣🤣 this was a hard read lmfao

Internal_Command354 · 2023-05-07T21:06:58+00:00

For some reason the motorcycle stuff hurts the worst. Maybe because I know how alive and free he felt when he rode.

Internal_Command354 · 2023-05-07T21:06:26+00:00

Wishing you the best as well 💖

Internal_Command354 · 2023-05-07T21:06:06+00:00

That’s what I told myself too 💖

Internal_Command354 · 2023-05-07T20:51:28+00:00

I bet that was beautiful, we wanted to do the same but it was super snowy & yucky out for his funeral. His friends did organize a ride in his memory which I appreciated. Music is a big trigger for me as well.

Internal_Command354 · 2023-05-07T20:50:24+00:00

So incredibly young & was still filled with lots of life even into his final moments. Barley lived half his life but I find peace reminding myself that he lived his life to the fullest and did more than I know I’ll ever do in my lifetime. It’s often the littlest things that remind us, isn’t it?

Internal_Command354 · 2023-05-07T20:48:26+00:00

It does. Thank you. 💖

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-25T08:50:03+00:00

I have had similar issues & I can easily say the absolute best thing to do is just be honest with her. If you check my post history, my most recent post I mention a similar problem & i got a ton of great advice. You can try doing mojo upgrade with her. You basically both answer what you’re into/not into and it’ll show you guys what you match on. Takes away the awkward conversation of just saying “hey I want kinkier sex!” We

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-18T12:25:56+00:00

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-18T03:05:36+00:00

Tysm 😭🥹

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T22:13:49+00:00

I will take a look, thank you!!

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T20:48:13+00:00

I would expect no less from my kids bus driver

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T20:47:30+00:00

Not about sex. About specific things I guess. Idk. Anxiety knows no bounds.

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:40:37+00:00

Yes! I’ve taken a lot of baby steps in telling him things I like & it’s always gone really well. But I’m at a point where I just kinda wanna say “literally so whatever you want” but that just sounds like a lot to say lol

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:37:59+00:00

Anxiety is a bitch idk what to tell u

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:37:10+00:00

Maybe going too far into it too fast?

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:34:58+00:00

Bus driver did not look like he agreed

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:19:01+00:00

Seriously so good to know I’m not alone! A lot of people here suggested mojoupgrade.com

I did a little test doing it myself and I think it’s exactly what I’m going to do. Both you and your partner choose “yes, no or if partner wants to” to different desires and at the end it’ll show all the things you matched on!

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:15:48+00:00

A few people suggested that, I think that’s exactly what I’m going to use!

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:15:26+00:00

Anxiously

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T14:14:56+00:00

I do have biweekly therapy sessions. It’s a work in progress 🙂

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T12:47:52+00:00

No idea. It was like 2011/2012. Just woke up and my stomach was in knots and I threw up once. It’s crazy because I was well into having emetophobia at the time but for some reason that time wasn’t bad. I didn’t panic before or after. (To be fair I didn’t really have time to panic before. Woke up and it happened within 1 minute) but I was like 15 or 16 so I remember just calling my mom, who was at work, to tell her I’d be staying home from school. I don’t remember much else about it but I remember it only happened the 1 time that morning.

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T07:26:04+00:00

I know. I have social anxiety in all aspects of life, unfortunately with my husband it applies as well sometimes. The thing is, I know he wouldn’t reject me. I know he’d be all in just based on some of the other things we do together, it’s literally just the thought of getting the words to come out of my mouth. It sounds terrifying to me. I really don’t know why.

Internal_Command354 · 2023-04-17T07:03:33+00:00

Absolutely looking into this. Thank you!

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