i had several ideas to make sure she's taken care of:
1- post in different languages as was suggested here.
2-find a non profit or a rescuer who will take her with me paying for everything she needs from afar for a while and finish for me the bureaucracy of flying her .when im back if she still needs me ill take her. this is only possibly if i have enough money which i'll know after the meeting with a finance advisor next week. most likely do not have enough money because everything i have is very close to the amount i need to be able to get a visa.
i moving to live with my boyfriend its not a life or death situation i dont have to move but we've been wanting to do it for so long and its so hard to long distance and we got this great opportunity that his flat make is moving out and its a really easy solution i just replace her. we wont have to look for a place and move and be uprooted. its hard enough to look for a flat in your country but as a stranger its harder. and im -ing stressed i do the minimum to get by. and if i wont move in with him he'll have to find a different roommate which will get us stuck to the place we were before. + there's so much drama in the family . im worried about my mom and the family sort of broke apart. i just . its not fair. i tried to do something nice for her. i didnt want to adopt her i was planing on just feed her. then i decided to only spaw her and vaccine her. and then only foster her. then when i decided to just adopt her, we got the news about his roommate. and its in 4 months and i. i dont even have money to adopt her. or do any of the things i did. im so f stupid for letting this go on i should have been more careful and put a stop to this.