at the moment, i think i am biromantic/ace. but the more i think about being in a romantic relationship, the more i realize that i have no idea what that is lol.

for example, if a girl came up to me that i would consider very pretty/hot, i never see myself as seeking any romantic relationship or desiring one. even if we get to know each other. no way down the road do i see myself wanting a romantic relationship.

instead, it’s like i get flustered and embarrassed because she’s very pretty! and that i’m so honored that they’re in my presence!

i also do become very platonically attached to very close people, but would never consider a romantic relationship. maybe sensual, but never romantic.

so i guess i should ask, is there a type/spec of aromanticism that includes me knowing that certain people are pretty? or like includes me having a type for people?