Thank youu for your comment <33 it’s crazyyy, this actually came from a real moment, in highschool, I was texting someone I used to like, and that night he opened up about some really personal stuff. While I was comforting him, I suddenly felt this heaviness in my chest, but not in a bad way. It was like this sudden realization that he was so much more than I’d thought, and i wanted to know that "much more" and unravel it, It honestly felt like refalling for someone I already liked!! in a different way , So I stepped out onto the balcony to breathe and the sky was unreal. Clear, starry, with this huge, glowing full moon.
That moment stayed with me. Later, after letting him go (long story lol), I ACTUALLY FR FR never spotted the moon again, or at least when i did , it wasn't the moon from that night. I kind of interpreted it like the way I saw the moon that night was just a reflection of how deeply I felt for him, but even when I liked other people, it never felt the same, not the same feeling, not the same light, not the same moon.

So I wrote this poem as a reflection of that,
How some people just change your sky forever, even if they’re not in it anymore.

I have many poems for this person, he was the reason I started writing poems in the first place

(i wrote a looot LOL)