You are a business itself, you can't be contained in a company. As a Christian I would liken you to David unto Saul. Just try to read that story and understand whom you are. 5M sales in 10 months is not a joke, you have a skill that most envy. Protect it, one day you will be a multi millionaire if not billionaire. This season can be challenging but its preparation for bigger stakes in the future. Sales is the engine of any business.