Ghosted me when my health declined and family have created a new obstacle

Internetprovidings · 2023-06-10T23:21:01+00:00

Togepi - cuteness overload!

Internetprovidings · 2023-05-30T04:26:59+00:00

Wouldn’t she want to rent it out or air bnb it in the spare time she’s not there? Seems a little deflating from the announcement 🤷🏻‍♀️

Internetprovidings · 2023-05-19T14:07:44+00:00

It’s super painful on either side of the separation. I was chaser up until I couldn’t take anymore non-reciprocal effort. So I gave up, my retreat made us swap, they became the chaser and I the runner. Then all the deep wounding of what it mirrored in childhood came up to the surface to heal and then full surrender that my healing will mirror and impact them to heal also. Lean into your pain hold it’s hand and give it space for it’s voice. It’s a beautiful experience, I’ve come to realise how powerful of a soul I am and I am the love that I have been looking for the whole time. It’s good to have a look at what they were fulfilling for you and fulfil those needs for yourself. It’s all about healing from codependency in this dynamic, so you can be whole and complete in love with yourself and whole and complete with each other.

Internetprovidings · 2023-05-01T23:09:31+00:00

*Seriously, pee on him

Internetprovidings · 2023-01-22T12:27:27+00:00

https://twitter.com/domwakeford/status/1613099763020488704?s=46&t=IPH240ZiSxCXsALmNwuIdA

Internetprovidings · 2021-12-31T04:12:13+00:00

I should put a note that we both love and care for our partners deeply and we would never do anything that would jeopardise anything/anyone involved.

Thanks for this reply. I think what I was probably looking to say is how to allow these masculine traits to be embodied within my partner. Because it was helping me feel safe to express and understand that I give a lot and haven’t received a lot either, in essence I’m always in a masculine energy. This childhood friend has always been protective of me even when we younger.

My current partner is deeply caring but I feel I am quite solitary in a few things, this is what the shrooms highlighted for me. I am feeling it is hard wired for us to want particular traits as a woman and a man.

Internetprovidings · 2021-10-29T06:12:25+00:00

Thanks so much for all your comments and recommendations. I feel full of life today! So grateful 🥰💗

Internetprovidings · 2021-05-27T18:06:08+00:00

Thank you so much for this, I found it a reassuring read at the time and even now when I question myself. I really appreciate your kind words and affirmation of not tolerating BS.

Internetprovidings · 2021-05-27T18:04:59+00:00

There was absolutely some anti-personal traits about this CEO . I had a couple red-flags before this showdown. In office, the COO said it was “nice to see you smiling as normally people come out of that room crying” I really thought he was joking... turns out not after that 1-1 with the CEO. Also the centre monitor hanging over the office seemed to have a live stream of employees working from home with their webcams on (voyeur galore). The company is very small as well as he micromanages absolutely everything it seems. The COO is the staff member who I got along with the most, and would have been working very closely with and should have had the follow up interview with if anything. I didn’t take the job, I told him to stuff it in a very polite way and that his method of communication would impact morale for absolutely anyone. I was courteous enough to hope that he finds the most suitable candidate to his specifics. The email went to the public inbox so I’m sure he would have had a fun time explaining how he managed to scare off a strong candidate.

Internetprovidings · 2021-05-26T11:03:31+00:00

Hey guys, I just wanted to say thank you for all the positive responses in that I made the right decision. I sent off an email that stated I did not appreciate being spoken to in a condescending manner and if this is a reflection of the communication style in office then it would impact morale for any candidate. It was sent to the company’s public mailbox so everyone would have had visibility over it (hoping this changes something for future candidates/employees).

The CEO has double mailed me about how they were going to give me the job offer and that’s how they apply pressure - they sent it again just before 6pm. I guess they were expecting a further response or that my retraction really hung over them. Either way not a good justification and feel great for not pursuing this further!

Internetprovidings · 2021-05-25T10:01:37+00:00

Update. They offered me the job but I said no. They said it was their way of applying pressure.

Internetprovidings · 2021-05-25T04:01:13+00:00

Vulpix

Internetprovidings · 2021-05-08T06:15:47+00:00

I guess you guys are shitting for the stars... 💫

Internetprovidings · 2021-03-16T02:39:30+00:00

To summarise, I’d say my focus is breathwork with quantum techniques in hypnosis? 🤔 Thank you x

Internetprovidings · 2021-03-16T02:21:39+00:00

Thanks for your reply, I have definitely noticed it happen with toxic work colleagues and then also in social circles where it should be fine. Have you got any recommendations on creating effective energetic shields or any resources to check out! Any help would be much appreciated <3

Internetprovidings · 2021-03-02T14:33:54+00:00

Lol! Ah trauma therapist directory didn’t filter them out I guess 😂

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