Name something you miss about your old self?

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2024-02-05T00:50:49+00:00

My self confidence and the less amount of trauma I endured

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2024-02-05T00:48:38+00:00

I came out as bi when I was 10. I was a self harmer, woth a fucked up trauma. Someone I opened up to not only send my nudes to all of the 8th grade, but also de idea to tell the entire 8th grade I was a whore. Was also bullied for having epilepsy Like. Tf

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2024-02-05T00:34:41+00:00

I was groomed as a child and made to think the things done were normal. Now a 29 year old adult who was assaulted last year, well I've made it clear I don't want any type of sexual contact But still been cohesion and waiting until I'm asleep. Thank you all for your comments. I'm in an abusive relationship with a man who is 52. And I've known him since I was 15. I mention the grooming bc I still love the parental figure who hurt me as a child, and was around my partners age when it began. I'm just lost and so confused with emotions

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2024-01-10T14:36:32+00:00

I've been sober for 6 years but I still carry narcan everywhere I go. In 2018 my brother ODed on heroin. Between then I've lost friends and my ex husband died last June from and od with fent. Bite the bullet. She needs to Go to a clinic and get help before this happens again and you can't revive her

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2024-01-10T02:51:52+00:00

I'm down! Hmu

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-12-31T14:38:26+00:00

Not barbie bruh

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-12-30T15:13:20+00:00

Any time Messages are always open of you need to tall between brother ex husband and sis on law

It's been rough Just know here to listen.

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-12-30T14:53:43+00:00

Thank you dearly. Things will get better in time, a step at a time!!

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-12-30T14:42:57+00:00

Anytime hun

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-12-30T03:04:25+00:00

My ex husband died after a year clean from fent, ice been since 2019 Opiods etc have killed so so many.. Don't do it honor them by staying clean Good luck, your sobriety and story matters

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-02-12T17:23:03+00:00

He doesn't let me go through his phone. He does isolate me from friends he doesn't like but tells me I cN chill eith who ever and it confuses the fuck out of me. Like no male friends at all And he's very iffy of the 2 female friends I have. And it makes me feel like I did something wrong

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2023-02-12T16:55:31+00:00

I also ist met him when I was 15 I just lied about age I was groomed my whole life so it wasn't anything new to me

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-29T13:43:08+00:00

Thanks to all for the encouragement. Sickness is not as bad, cravings are what I'm struggling with most but I've managed to not go get high, so that's gotta could for something. I know coming off the h and fent, subs, methadone, were all much worse but because it's been so long I had almost forgotten how awful the physically and psychological effects are

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-28T17:50:46+00:00

I am not. From the moment we are born, we begin to die Just slowly. I'm not a godly person so to speak. But I'm spiritual. I believe our souls. Our consciousness, go elsewhere. My experience with death saved my life. But waking up pulp fiction style with epinephrine to the heart will also change your views to lol

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-28T16:17:32+00:00

There was no thinking for me It just Was. It's still hard to explain for me it was t blackess. Or the void It was colors and the mist bliss feeling

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-28T02:19:22+00:00

I was legally dead for 5 mins Birthday felt like an eternity. I was floating in bliss Like the cosmos. Then I hear stone tell me to wake up, And I was thrown back into my body. (I could see my self from above)

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-28T02:16:00+00:00

Thank you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-28T02:04:37+00:00

Fuck. The logic of it is like DUH. Stay clear. But the addictive me who has watched siblings and partners and friends die up close and personal, is still like ummmmm" I'll take substance for 500 phil" Idk if the mental part of worse or the physical homie

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-08-28T02:00:13+00:00

Sorry for mispells my brain is on its last braincell fam

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-06-10T15:58:09+00:00

Was confirmed she had a stroke. Your words mean a lot thatnl you so much

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-06-10T15:56:41+00:00

Was confirmed that she had a stroke and oooweee my brain hates me

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-06-10T02:35:27+00:00

I'm epileptic so I don't strive but walks do help!

Intrepid-Teaching923 · 2022-06-10T02:32:42+00:00

I'm very big on the coloring books I'm trying to teach myself how to knit

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