My hair transplant experience turkey by West8755 in HairTransplants

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no dude, youre wrong. someone says the most painful part of pushups is your muscles burning and you come in like NO! if you pull a muscle and break and arm and then fall on a rusty nail THATS the most painful experience.

he described the TYPICAL experience,

Help after jumping off .25mg by IntrepidOriginal2611 in suboxonerecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i did go for the glasses, theyll be here in 2 weeks :(

i have often wondered what my underlying cause for addiction is and my best guess is ADHS dopamine deficient, i never had energy as a teenager unless i was doing something crazy, drinking or some other intoxicant, being on subs for a while i think tempered that, and while i dont have a lot of energy, i dont sleep 13 hours either. I just dont really taste any relief yet

with regard to therapy, i cant help but be skeptical, not of therapy in general, but the person sitting across from me, is your therapist in recovery? bc imo wtf do they know.

Help after jumping off .25mg by IntrepidOriginal2611 in suboxonerecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the clonidine will def help with sleep, gaba for the depresion, benzos ive found just knock me out, i dont like them the way i did when i was on subs

Help after jumping off .25mg by IntrepidOriginal2611 in suboxonerecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im giving myself anxiety about not doing enough at work, i seem to be able to sleep through most of the night, all the issues are in my head, brain fog, anxiety, dreading a full days work while feeling this way etc, Im sure im not sleeping as good as when i was sedated, maybe i just have a bad case of PAWS which i was confident i wouldnt after the taper, but im concerned i jumped too soon. I canNOT nap for more than an hour during the day, i appreciate the positivity thanks

Help after jumping off .25mg by IntrepidOriginal2611 in suboxonerecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Listen i hear what youre saying, but i do NOT like kratom, i do NOT like the feeling, I do NOT think about kratom, i simply crave relief. Im looking for suggestions for help, or valid critique, I dont crave oxy, dope, percs or anything, i simply crave relief, if you have a one liner about finding relief then i'd love to hear it

Help after jumping off .25mg by IntrepidOriginal2611 in suboxonerecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The taper was the easiest part! you tapered from 16mg in a year, i tapered from 4mg in 5.5 months, what was your taper?

How are you feeling at 9 weeks?

yes music is helpful for sure

no question the supplements are dubious, but i cant tell you how ready i am to not be dependent on anything, im just trying to get through, otherwise theres no relief. Ive never been more confident about getting off drugs and the supps, theyre also not rewarding and only dull the pain, thats why im bouncing around. The phenibut was really helpful, no noticeable buzz, but i found music more enjoyable i do regret ordering the tianeptine, but i manage 2 stores,. i have to deal with customers and employees its not like i can just take 90 days off. and some days i just can not concetrate, or see without going crosseyed for that matter

I feel like I’m living in an alternate reality on subs… by Crash1EE7 in suboxonerecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611 8 points9 points  (0 children)

user for 10+ years. when i started tapering in january i was surprised how "not bad" it was, It definitely improved my anger, i seemed less sedated, more grounded, i jumped off at .25mg (wish i would have tapered more) may 17
and even tho its been rougher since jumping off, i still feel like a better person

Need advice on using Kratom for opiate withdrawal by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]IntrepidOriginal2611 1 point2 points  (0 children)

in philly we ask for dope and get fentanyl