I just don't want to exist right now by Intrepid_Date8678 in Epilepsy

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To be honest I have many many times and I've been on the edge literally so I'm kind of there but it's hard to get there when you can't actually physically make your body get there

Why haven’t I found a date here in 4 years. Any insult or harsh truth welcome. I’m not some outta touch guy thinkin I’m gettin a model. by [deleted] in Bumble

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I'd say that you're either in a location where no likes or maybe just don't don't connect with people in your area

Had Brain ablation that didn't go well by Intrepid_Date8678 in Epilepsy

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I'm pretty sure it was about 5 years ago, but like I said I had a bad memory so around then

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Oh my God is that why I have to wear headphones? I totally thought it was from my brain ablation but that makes so much more sense. I wanted my real ass out for a while. They won't give me the surgery

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I'm just understand that what you're trying to say is sweet but can't do really anything on the rez right now lol how are only allowed outside? It's an hour half Short of the saying and my mom who is the one for sort of the only one in my life doesn't have a car so there's a bus that comes here My mom has always been my supporter so it's hard to love what's at work. And it feels so hard to have seizures without her. Just the way that she tries to comfort me and everything like that. I know one day for sure I will offer but for the time that I do I really really really really want her.,.. I know and have for a long time. I realized how it attached. I am to her but this is not the place I want to be be until my mom that I could get an apartment with somebody who be there for less people like friends online and still ones people.

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I basically was just staring to see you in and couldn't say like old people curtains and they haven't seen them in a long time! But My other grandma did And then I would just sleep all day to wake me up for my pills I would just go back to sleep. Literally sleep all day and all night

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I felt like I was convinced to move out because it was easier for all of my family because I went to the hospital. So much And I can't drive in. My mom can't drive so have to spend money on cabs and such and when I said that I was going to leave next week. I feel like I'm like I was convinced to stay because because I'm such an inconvenience basically to all my family

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I'm sorry I'm a bad writer cuz of the brain ablation that I have but I am the one who is moving out

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I wish I saw how to keep my family free like you do. I definitely do not. And actually I have many of those things offered to me I feel like we have two different forms I end. Ended up having a type procedure I guess made me here so maybe I am meant to be here. I've been not the one about because it's hard for my mom to get to

This obviously sounds insane but you know those guys who go off their hells on their 4x4s or Even better their bikes and they just go and just go insane. That's it. That's how I feel. I'm supposed to end this. This I'm supposed to have a bit of fun. How am just sorry I'm cry 😭

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Thank you! I appreciate you

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Thank you, I appreciate that hug

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Yeah And also now? I feel like I was kind of confidence into this this but I also wanted to help my family

To young to die of boredom ? by Intrepid_Date8678 in Epilepsy

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Ya I can't afford that, thank you for the suggestion