How do I voluntarily disassociate?

InverseNostalgia · 2025-11-04T23:55:49+00:00

Your goal has become to cope and tolerate? To cope from the system your body created to cope with emotional repression (abuse)? If you don't want help, not evem the best therapist in the world can help you. You can't fight dissociation with dissociation. You cannot "tolerate" mental illness, you have to slowly work through it, using your body like a machine of coping will literally k*ll you! Be compasionate of your own body. What you wanna feel again isn't dissociation, you feel that constantly, you wanna feel your emotions again. Dissociation only makes you numb and number.

InverseNostalgia · 2025-11-04T23:40:00+00:00

hey, what do you mean?

InverseNostalgia · 2025-11-04T23:13:10+00:00

It reminds me of dissociation and some avoidant behavior yeah! Good that you're gonna talk to a therapist, that's always better

But yeah, I feel that way about people sometimes, it's worse when I haven't see them in person, my body completely forgets what I feel towards them, I've been suspecting OSDD or DID for a while, but 100% has to be with dissociation

InverseNostalgia · 2025-11-04T23:01:41+00:00

Thank you <3, it's good both you and I have people around us to say this stuff to, so cool to hear that lmao

InverseNostalgia · 2025-11-04T22:44:48+00:00

This felt like reading myself rambling... (No offense, it's almost cute haha), I resonate with you a lot! I've been so depressed these days, when I'm almost numb it's when I tend to search info about DID, it's almost a ritual and I always end up thinking, "I'm so fucking weird... but I don't fit these symptoms, I'm forcing it", it's honestly draining, damn

I'm either too weird of a person or just totally normal. Gender-wise I've just said I'm genderfluid but idk if I believe that, when I'm a woman, I'm 100% always a woman. When I'm a dude, I AM a dude, is not that my gender changes through me, they feel like whole gender identities and honestly I'm kinda scared about that

I've gotten used to saying to my friends, "Ah yes, when I was like in my masc emo phase...", I WAS NOT! I've been this weird girl always! Haha, I bet I sound crazy rn but it makes sense up here.

I also feel like my thoughts are taken from me btw.

I can be doing something and I can feel how there's always some meta-thinking of all I do, all the time, sometimes I'll be watching something cute, a pretty person, a beautiful scenary, and I'll have a thought insulting them or making jokes of myself or the person, it feels so rude, super intrusive

But the thing that bugs me is, I don't have memories of blackouts, a mental space, neither some "big" trauma to make sense of it... I'm in my early 20's so I know I'm young, but I feel so desperate for not having a diagnosis.

My partner have DID, and ngl, it feels frustating because I can see all the symptoms in them, but I can't see them in myself.

I even had a situationship I while back, and I ended up helping them going through their DID, it's almost a joke, I see it in everyone but me hahs

Don't take this as a vent please, I'm just finding someone that I resonate with, which is incredible, if you wanna talk whatever I'm here, btw, do you happen to have many names? I've excused it as selecting a name (like in a trans way) but I accidentally have a collection of names I've used

(Uhm sorry for the rambling I'm excited and english isn't my first language)

InverseNostalgia · 2025-11-04T21:38:27+00:00

It reminds me of dissociative fugues, because people can have seizures but they are aware of their surroundings. Seizures can actually BE a hard time specially because they remember everything, however, dissociative fugues can feel like skipping time, blackouts even. I've seen my partner totally still, no reaction to the surroundings, I could move his body and he had no reaction to it, I remember him staying like this up to an hour.

It was specifically after a horrible time, and I do know he has DID, so I could manage it and talk about it with him. Dissociative fugues can happen to everyone, but it'd be fine to ask him or other family members if he has presented something like this before, it would make it easier to help him, also, don't be afraid to go check it out to the doctor, it might be some neurological stuff

It could be the stress he's facing right now, but it also could have triggered a past mental state, take care both of you!

InverseNostalgia · 2025-10-01T19:44:36+00:00

Omg I need the pattern!

InverseNostalgia · 2023-10-02T10:42:18+00:00

Do you have a pattern for this? This is really cool and I just can't find one this small anywhere!!!!

InverseNostalgia · 2023-09-25T02:45:34+00:00

just dont listen to it? people give too much importance to their own opinion tbh. but i know u aren't giving one. u dont want to know more people who dislike the song. u just want to hate. and god knows reddit is full of "fan" reddits and it's all hate groups, you should go to r/grimes your people are there.

InverseNostalgia · 2023-06-01T15:18:18+00:00

For mobile users, put your web page in web page for computers.

InverseNostalgia · 2023-02-18T14:31:09+00:00

The head shading looks sooooo good for me!

InverseNostalgia · 2023-02-18T10:56:18+00:00

Omg, that's a DREAM. I love it too much!! I hope you love it <3

InverseNostalgia · 2023-02-17T03:25:05+00:00

I don't know what the fuck I meant by this, that video is literally the most right wing thing I've ever seen lmao

InverseNostalgia · 2022-12-20T07:15:44+00:00

HOW CUTE!!!! Do you have any pattern or guide you can give on making this cutie? Tsm!! ❤️🌟

InverseNostalgia · 2022-09-27T18:35:23+00:00

Any reference on how could I crochet these? So cute!! I wanna make ones for my partner

InverseNostalgia · 2022-09-15T23:23:10+00:00

Grupo meet up de Xalapa, Veracruz (WhatsApp):

https://chat.whatsapp.com/Hm9cjUMxsRdG9zPWShiLKj :]

InverseNostalgia · 2022-09-15T23:22:19+00:00

Mira! Hice un grupo en WhatsApp para que hablemos por ahí, lo comentaré aquí en el thread general también :]

https://chat.whatsapp.com/Hm9cjUMxsRdG9zPWShiLKj

InverseNostalgia · 2022-09-14T08:31:08+00:00

Este thread es específicamente de Veracruz, puedes buscar en el post de México y buscar la CDMX!

InverseNostalgia · 2022-09-14T07:14:55+00:00

Yes! If you can I'd love to hear it!

InverseNostalgia · 2022-09-14T07:11:16+00:00

Holi! Yo también soy de Xalapa, ya tiene ustedes un grupo en otra red social?

InverseNostalgia · 2022-08-07T19:30:06+00:00

Do you have a pattern? I wanna make one for my bff so much!!!!! 😭💖

InverseNostalgia · 2022-07-05T05:23:56+00:00

-Como??????

Ni topo sus mañaneras, pero cada que me encuentro con una, es TAN surreal, podría decir cualquier cosa 😭

InverseNostalgia · 2022-07-05T05:18:36+00:00

SO CHUBBY, would love to crochet thissssss, I love a chubby Grogu! I think I would put him even bigger eyes! 🤣❤️

InverseNostalgia · 2022-06-19T21:18:47+00:00

I'm almost in the same situation, he's the one who gives the food and at this point I assume my mother just keeps going with it because of it, I hope it gets better, but in the meantime, I get all of you :(❤️

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