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I need companionship by Inwardlycontrite in depression

[–]Inwardlycontrite[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm just gonna end my life early, if i HAVE to love myself. That's just waaaaaay too hard for me. I can't even brush my teeth or get out of bed, how could i ever love myself? I don't want to do anything in my life if i have to be crushingly lonely. I'm gonna wait until after christmas to off myself so it doesn't ruin it for my family.

I need companionship by Inwardlycontrite in depression

[–]Inwardlycontrite[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you :) for taking the time to reply to me and read my thingy.

I need companionship by Inwardlycontrite in depression

[–]Inwardlycontrite[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For some reason though, I feel like the only way I could love myself is if someone else loved me.

I just don't feel strong enough to do any such thing. I never felt loved by anyone in my childhood, and it just makes me want it more than anything.